@ComanderZhabikKlavik, that's sad to know. I mean both, the fact you're leaving the Cozy Cottage and your struggles in life.
I feel sad I can't give you more support than just cheering words as well as I can't be here always.
Of course it's up to you to stay or to leave. And if you leave I wish you to find a real safe place (physical or virtual) and safe people who you can share your emotions and struggles with (actually it isn't easy) because even damned legionnaires have their battle brothers to stay shoulder to shoulder in Eternal Crusade.
All the best wishes to you, Commander.
In any case, you are welcome here any time in the future ^•^