Crypty Scribbles

I think it's a great idea ^•^ Making friends staying at home can be hard. More connections you will make is bigger chance you to meet new friend among them. But public library isn't the best option. People don't really interact there. But any kind of classes, hobby club or volunteering experience is a wholesome environment to make connections ^•^ And I know, you didn't ask my advice, but old Crypty will tell ya anyways. Expectation of quick result may disappoint. Patience, respect and avoidance of drama is the best strategy to find real and nice friends ^~^ Go, get em, tiger! I believe in you

O hai, @Tao! Do you mean how book club does work? Well, I see it like once in a while we chose some book to read together and it gives us a common topic to discuss ^•^ I think, 3-month period would be nice to enjoy the first book without a rush. 9^9 Sure! The main point is to have fun in company ^•^ Nothing can oblige you to read something you don't wan to read ^e^

Ahaha! You got me But, technically, there's no conflict. Like, sometimes you just know that it's "a little bit bad idea", but... HECK YES PLEASE!

I'm afraid that would be a disaster ≥o≤ (Because I have seen it on TV ^3^)

Hello, my little ponies! Not so while ago I got interested in Book Club participation. Rules are simple: there's a group of people who's selecting a book to read to discuss it and share emotions from reading later. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_discussion_club I believe it's a nice activity to enrich presence on the forum and strengthen bonds with your friends ^~^ Or maybe to find new friends too ^o^ @Tao, @Clawdeen, @Ice Princess Silky <3, I invite you to share your expert literature opinion. ^w^ Does @Luna the Great of all the Russias read fiction? @Pandora, @ExplosionMare, It would be joy to invite you as well ^•^

Last night I had about 4... 6n6 Maybe I'll consider to limit amount of coffe... Maybe I won't... Who knows? 9u9

To escape! That's obvious ^•^ But my life got improved the most unexpected way UwU

I'm feeling super weird and confused. The spectrum and intensity of emotions I'm experiencing make me feel that weeks passed. But it were couple days.

Grim and brutal Shan You from Mulan. But he doesn't sing Dr. Facilier is really spectacular! From unexpected: Matangi from Moana 2. (My secret crush ^w^)

I'm so proud of you, Lady Biscuit ^•^

Well, hate is a too strong word, but... Bubble tea. Is something I don't understand. 9_9

I didn't draw for a while. But tonight I saw a dream how I'm designing characters. On the paper. First sketching with a pencil then inking with a gel pen, line by line. They were silly and simple but there were about 20 of them So realistic and satisfying experience ^w^ It was at drawing courses I guess because I was feeling teacher who's staying behind and watching but not interrupting me. And others were there with their artworks too ^•^ Gosh! How I'm missing drawing. >w< Last year there's always something of higher priority to do literally. TnT But one day!.. ^o^

Oh.. My! Gosh!!1 If I'm thinking what you're thinking that's soooo cool idea 9o9 It shall fit to your OC concept so badly ^•^

My driving style depends on music I'm listening to ^•^ And yeah, there are some forbidden albums which make things way too dangerous Like this

I think she lives in the woods now ^o^

I would ^•^ I would wear a thick sweater to hug them. I love sweaters <3 Would you date someone who's living in a van?

I would support their crazy ideas ^•^ Oh wait! I do support their crazy ideas ^w^

I am feeling relieved after a vent. Resolved an inner conflict 9w9 And seems found a new friend today >w<

I'm thinking that the next user will be 47000th ^•^

Sorry, Shiny. I didn't hear much about Kid Nation ^•^ Do you recommend it to be watched?

Hello, my little ponies! Sorry for being cryptic. It's just a vent. I write it mostly because some words have to be said aloud to gain power. Not so while ago I passed through a short personal crisis. A simple talk with a friend about certain people who's twisted nature is always causing malicious actions unintentionally caused a silent avalanche of thoughts about my own nature... I'm not a saint and made of very crude material. And for a while every time when I wanted to post anything kind and cheerful immediately it was feeling false to me. I was feeling like an impostor, a pretender who's trying to trick everyone around. Feeling of not belonging, dark and lonely. And that feeling was familiar. I remembered that I passed through it already. But I forgot. I forgot that how hard I'm trying is way more important than what people could think about me. I'm not a mirror reflecting light, now I'm a beacon by myself. I have my own fire inside to guide me. And my wish to share this fire with people around is more strong than hypothetical or even real doubts of others. Thank you for listening, ponies 6..6. Sometimes it really helps. Solaire of Astora, just because 9^9