Ironbyte

Uhm.. i'm not really good at offering advice in these kind of situations, but just to offer what i think.

It sounds like you just miss your friend, I know what the feeling can be like. I had a close friend also who i went to school with.

After we both left, we really didn't see each other but kept in contact through net. 

He went to college then uni and slowly met new people, eventually he didn't want to be my friend anymore because he coulden't tolerate me and met better people. (stuck at home with mental illness issues and so on, so i kinda mess things up alot when i don't mean too.)

This made me really sad to be honest. I mean as if severe depression and anxiety wasn't enough.

You could try talking to him i suppose as xeltor suggested.

I can really understand how you might be feeling. As others have said, just remember that were all your real friends on here.

Being behind a computer doesn't matter were all still real people. :3

Ah! Happy brithday! :3 Hope you have a wonderful day.

It was nice reading that. x3 I might be new, but you can always consider me a friend! :3

Sure I'll learn similar things myself longer I stick around.

Its a very fun forum and everyone's nice.