Hello Velixo and welcome. I'm new myself to the forums and found there is a lot of awesomeness going around. I'm not to far off from you, always shy, alone and not sure if i'll find what it is I'm good at, but just last week MLP inspired me to put myself out in the world and add to the fandom, into what I hope is a long career. I wouldn't be surprised if MLP helped find what you're looking for too.