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  1. Dark Qiviut

    Happy birthday! :D 

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Thanks

  2. Zarosian

    Wow, it's been almost a year since I was last "active" here. I can't remember what the reason I stopped popping in here was :/

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Thanks

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  3. Zarosian

    Wow, it's been almost a year since I was last "active" here. I can't remember what the reason I stopped popping in here was :/

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Hey. Same here.

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  4. Zarosian

    The text section in the RP area is still broken... when is it gunna be fixed?

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      The text here 

       its all screwy with <p> and stuff

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  5. Artimis Whooves

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    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      wut

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  6. Zarosian

    I really don't want MLP FIM to end... it got me through so many dark times, and allowed me to be more creative and create a story that I've gotten SO FAR into... I don't want it all to be suddenly rent asunder and changed...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      thanks...

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  7. Zarosian

    I really don't want MLP FIM to end... it got me through so many dark times, and allowed me to be more creative and create a story that I've gotten SO FAR into... I don't want it all to be suddenly rent asunder and changed...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      It depends on the story and characters. certain parts of my story revolve around characters such as Granny Smith starting Ponyville, and Princess Celestia's school for magic, etc. For the most part I could just adapt it, but I just love the show how it is... REALLY don't want it to change...

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  8. Zarosian

     

    MLP - Zarosian 2018 re-design (OC)

     

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I wouldn't say "back from the dead" as I'm only doing personal art at the moment... while I wait for some blood test results to explain my tiredness/depression

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  9. Zarosian

    https://zarosianpony.deviantart.com/journal/Guys-and-Gals-I-REALLY-need-your-help-714384800

     

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I'll send it to you in PM when I've drawn it. will get right onto it

      would you like it fully lined, black and white sketch, or coloured sketch?

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  10. Zarosian

    https://zarosianpony.deviantart.com/journal/Guys-and-Gals-I-REALLY-need-your-help-714384800

     

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      What would you like me to draw for the donation? You didn't specify anything x3

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  11. Zarosian

    https://zarosianpony.deviantart.com/journal/Guys-and-Gals-I-REALLY-need-your-help-714384800

     

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I updated the journal with a link

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  12. Zarosian

    Why are you not drawing our requests?: Because I'm so down and depressed that I can't being myself to draw anything but my own OC. And even then it keeps dawning  on me how NOBODY wants to see it.

    Why don't you ever finish things you start?: Because I remember after starting that nobody wants to see it. So I stop.

    Why are you depressed: Many things. Many MANY things. You wouldn't care to hear any of them.

    Why are you even writing this?: I don't know. Really, I don't. It's not like people care, so honestly I don't know why I even bother.

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I know. One person. I was referring to the thousands of others that see this and think "bleh, he's just a drama queen, ignore him" Its why I don't go into specifics any more; I just make it very clear that I know they don't care

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  13. Zarosian

    "The next phone consultation is in 3 weeks, so if you want to see a doctor you'll need to be up at 8AM and ring up for the day's appointments" This is why I never bother with "professional" help...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Giving it one last chance. If it fails for a 6th time, then I'll have to make a decision on whether or not to continue on.

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  14. Zarosian

    People talk around me like I'm not even there every time I try and join a conversation. Everywhere, every time. Am I just that bad of a person?... do I just not belong?... What's wrong with me?

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      can give it a try if you want

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  15. Zarosian

    People talk around me like I'm not even there every time I try and join a conversation. Everywhere, every time. Am I just that bad of a person?... do I just not belong?... What's wrong with me?

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Can give it a try... though if people just wanna be friends with me because they feel sorry for me;I don't know how to feel about that

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  16. Zarosian

    People talk around me like I'm not even there every time I try and join a conversation. Everywhere, every time. Am I just that bad of a person?... do I just not belong?... What's wrong with me?

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      it happens everywhere though... it never changes. I join groups to try and make friends and people just act like I'm not there. It MUST be something wrong with me if it keeps happening everywhere...

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  17. Zarosian

    Really not doing so well. Considering professional help; but there are too many consequences for that option...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I do use it, don't really know what to say though. my social skills are pretty much non-exisent

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  18. Zarosian

    Really not doing so well. Considering professional help; but there are too many consequences for that option...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I don't have friends to visit... as for museums and stuff; my eyesight is too bad to be able to see them, and most places don't have elevators so I can't get up to 2nd floors... 

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  19. Zarosian

    Really not doing so well. Considering professional help; but there are too many consequences for that option...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Memes tend to just make me angry really; but thanks for the thought.

      I've tried:
      singing
      music
      drawing
      writing
      walking
      gaming
      relaxing (never works)
      reading comics
      listening to audio books (or stories online)
      web-design
      video making
      and much more

      Nothing ever works fr me; stuff just continues to feel empty and like a task

      I'm constantly reminded of what I am incapable of doing as well. I'm pretty much useless.

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  20. Artimis Whooves

    As it turns out, I won't get to go see the mlp movie :[

     

    I probly won't get to see it at all :/

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I have to wait for it to come out on disk, or be posted online. My eyesight is too bad to see a cinema screen; and my local cinema isn't showing it anyways

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  21. Zarosian

    Really not doing so well. Considering professional help; but there are too many consequences for that option...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      it didn't sound mean. I've tried almost everything; including new activities but I just continue to feel the same; everything feels like a task to me... something I have to do rather than something I want to do

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  22. Zarosian

    Really not doing so well. Considering professional help; but there are too many consequences for that option...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Not really, but thank you for the offer. I'm gunna give medical help one last try; though it's proven itself to be very much lacking in the past attempts. So I don't have very high hopes. (but then again I never do)

      I need to find out why I never feel happy, why I always feel so drained and many other things. Nobody ever seems to take my mental health seriously except me...

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  23. Zarosian

    Really not doing so well. Considering professional help; but there are too many consequences for that option...

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Thanks, but I don't think talking is gonna solve this for me. If there was a cliff edge in my mind; I have long since fallen over it

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  24. Zarosian

    I'll be streaming some of the artwork requests later on my Picarto if anyone wants to watch

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Guess not... oh well. 0 point in bothering; just thought it might be nice for people to see their requests being made...

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  25. Missklang

    -yawns-
    Howdy, everyone, I'm back 7v7

    1. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      get your chromatic butt on discord x3

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