Sherem

To the first girl that helps me understand, I plan to give my time and my faith, I don't ask that things always go my way but I'm tired to lose you without wanting it. To the first person that helps me escape from this hell, in which I decided to stay, I give any afternoon for the both of us, what I'm trying to say is that now I have nowhere to be.

the good thing is that nobody reads this.

It has been months since my final remnants of inspiration for all the universe of MLP ended, I still love this but I keep wondering if me loosing all the love for RP, story making and art for MLP would be a good thing or a bad thing? perhaps good since nobody in the fandom or that knows me lost anything with this depression

for anybody that still reads anything in this depressed pony? does anypony have a base of a tall stallion on the floor?

well she clearly doesn't log on anymore here, but I wonder when she will close her account here? maybe when she can actually get into the site! XD

That day began, what was ending...

you hurt more any pain in the world

the mirror shots me bullets of disapproval 

today begins what's already ended

hope went through the window

the insomnia moved in here

the yesterday left everything for tomorrow

and when tomorrow arrives I will be already be gone

I can't breathe at all, I been holding my breath since you're gone

I drop into the to deepest sea, scratching the bubble from where you left

it´s impossible to breathe, the oxygen left this soul and place

when you realize that a part of you misses roleplaying, but then you remember your really suck at it and there is no more point of trying again...what to do with these feelings of depression, and the drink doesn't help....

and still my melancholy persists, I wonder, how she would be doing?

you just don't overcome melancholy and nostalgia, you learn to live with them in the end

So wherever I run
That's where no one will go
However I glide
That's how no one will go
Wherever I shine
That's when no one will go
It don't matter the time, baby
That's where no one will go

Don't look for me, don't call me though you can insist, it's too late. Don't ask me to return at your side I can't return

even after a trip memories keep popping in my head and all my stories keep crumbling with nostalgia and melancholy 

all the little nostalgic bits are like kamikazes of god on my face

I can only fall into the melancholy of the great time I had here in the forums and then only realize that is not coming back

when you know you were worth less than you already expected and then the world confirms you really are an idiot, but you know as well that being alone is the only sensible thing you can do

I will be waiting here for your block here as well

when all that work goes down the toilet and the universe is dead...how can you continue forward wit the passion? or even the friendship?

Unlocking N-Tropy in CTR nitro Fueled and I feel like I surpassed myself in soooooo many ways!

Feeling so lonely, I'm mr. Lonely I have nobody to have fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun OH! I'm Mr. Lonely

happy B Day my dear

7 hours for CTR, I literally can't wait

I hate this time of the year, when my heart starts to fail

This would be interesting to watch...given that Hazbin hotel is a good one

literally, loney...I'm mister lonely...

Who told you that I was the dream you once dreamed? who told me that you would turn my future upside down? now it's 7:16 and the corpse of the minute passed on says to me: "your strategy fucked you up, nothing else remains but to learn to live alone, if you have any guts left" 

Minutes, that are salt in my wound, my life goes by spending the clock. Minutes, they are the morgue of time, the corpses of moments that will never come back there is no clock that winds things back

thank you for the following!