Elyrse

Off days from school be like:

Do you hate when you don’t juge people when they listen to music out loud and juge you because you don’t listen to the “mainstream” pop shit that they listen to. Screw pop! Rock and Metal all the way!

I honestly hate life right now. I’m transgender and people call “weird” or “monster”. I also have insomnia and I find ASMRs to help me sleep at night but my “parents” don’t like this. They same I’m going to wake up with a gun to my head. They expect me to do better in school even though I’m having trouble with all this emotions. Because majority of my friends are boys, the fake bitches think I’m “dating” them. I’m sick of life. My family is very dysfunctional, with my dad being a workaholic,my mom on FaceBook ALL the time. The only time we talk is I’m not doing good in school. Which is always. I hate this, they say I should do better in school, but you don’t care that it takes me all the way til 1 am just to fall asleep,but you don’t like me going to sleep at 11 pm because of ASMRs. Just-Just! 😤! I’m very sad all the time because I’m being push hard. My parents are making me do stuff that makes them happy. They don’t care what I’m interested in. And that’s anime. They say that I watch only stuff in a different  language. The only things that are keeping me going are my two closest friends. (Not pointing out names. If you see this post. You know who you are) I’d be gone if it wasn’t for them. But my parents want to move. My life is going downhill honestly...Oc I can relate to right now: Kori

Hello. So...I’m new here (Can’t think of a user name so I’m going with my YouTube name ^.^)