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Work has been wearing me out lately.  A lot of why I haven’t been as active lately as I usually am.    Not even lately really, it’s been the past couple of years.  After the initial start of Covid it slowed down significantly for a couple months, but then after that it became a level of busy here that I’ve never seen before, and only seems to be getting worse.  It doesn’t help that the employers always take forever to decide if we need extra help or not, and we’ve needed it bad for awhile now.  I’m getting burnt out.  
 

In fact, I’ve been thinking about leaving lately.  I’d hate to leave right when they’ve made me supervisor, but before Covid hit I was looking at applying to a unionized job at an Air Force Base nearby where I’d be fueling planes there.  I’ve also been thinking about maybe trying to get on with the airline here as a flight attendant.  I know the pilots and people, so I feel that may give me a leg up.  
 

I dunno.  I hate making decisions, and I am scared of change, tbh, because happiness is very important to me, and while the jobs I’m looking at pay more, I am afraid of whether I’d be as happy doing them or not.   I like my job now,  it’s just been a bit tough lately, and I don’t get paid what I should, tbh.   I wish life was easy, I really do.