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Well I did something last week that I never thought I'd ever do, but I kinda have no choice at this point. 

My manager keeps telling me the employers are threatening to cut us back to one person per shift (even though we're as busy as we ever have been), and he told me last week that they threatened it again and I just finally told him that if they do that then give them my official two week notice cause I'm not putting up with that.  

Really hope it doesn't come to that though cause I really don't know what I'm going to do if I were to quit.

I guess go back to college an hope I don't fail for the upteenth time cause my only other options would be going back to factory work or something.  To hell with going back to that. I'd rather die to be frank. 

Which brings me to another topic.  Ever since I got diagnosed with adhd recently, I've been thinking about college again, and going back as maybe it'd be better this time since I'd be treated, and have access to resources that could help me get through better. 

But I dunno I really have no idea what I want to even do and I'm not going to college till I know that, and that'd probably be never if I'm honest. 

Also I've been working here for 8 years now because it isn't a dead end job, and my employers have hinted at me being able to move up one day.   So I don't want to feel like all this was for naught, and right now the job I work is one I get to be around my interests everyday, so. 

I dunno.  Really I just hope my employers don't decide to go stupid and actually go through with the one person a shift bullshit.