Rainy Daze

Feeling like I'm not gonna have a lot of time to myself for a while 

The way classes are being handled is really not meshing well with my own learning style so it's gonna be a whole thing just to adapt to it on top of keeping a lid on all my subjects which is a full-time job in and of itself. 

I guess everyone has to deal with these shocks to the system at different points in time but I just wish I had the chance to prepare myself for it. I know that if I push myself I'll be able to see it through 

Still I feel sad since I felt as though I was beginning to really flourish creatively with my music and writing which I guess will just have to go on hold for now. It was like this charge has been running through me lately and it's going to go to waste. 

Sorry if I'm not around as much as I'd like to be, I'll still come on and react to everyone's posts even if I don't reply I can still show I care! 

<3