What's your backstory?

[Snow Frostflame 3,568]

I'm going on a hunch and say we are putting our real backstories am I correct?

 

because mine is personal

[DJPON-3-#Power11 78]

theres no need. it was my fault. because again i didnt realise that it was wrong to let my cousins have there way with me. so i cant even say if it was rape or not.

in my eyes all i saw was something i thought was completely ok. something i thought people do on a daily basis.

[Night Wing 387]

I'm going on a hunch and say we are putting our real backstories am I correct?

 

because mine is personal

yes that is why i made this thread

[DJPON-3-#Power11 78]

there words of corruption only made it worse.

i hope so cause this isnt fake this is quite personal.

[Night Wing 387]

i just want to know what otherponies stories are thats all (i didnt mean to insult anypony)

[DJPON-3-#Power11 78]

worst part is that now im nothing but a perverted bastard because of this. because that event sparked curiousity for me. the most deadleast weapon for a child. im 18 now i can control my horny actions but most of the time i cannot control the boners.

its ok. my therapist said that its better to talk about your problems than to keep them bottoled up.

[Vox 870]

I grew up in Michigan, Chicago, and Rhode Island,

My feet are crippled and I was incapable of playing sports

I spent my summers doing landscaping for money.

I learned Piano when I was 14.

I learned drums a bit later than that.

I go to state parks a lot, I never cared much for typical "teenage" activities.

I attended over a dozen schools throughout 1'st-8'th grade.

I graduated high school, and here I am now.

[Snow Frostflame 3,568]

alright mine isn't as dark as DJPON-3's but its still pretty dark gather around everypony and I will tell you my life in a nutshell

 

my mother and father are from completely opposite sides of the country so I was rasied in a weird mixture of Californian and Virginian but I was well disciplined because of it

 

my entire life I thought I had the perfect life I had everything I could of wanted toys, a mountain of video games, and about 7 gaming consoles

 

fast forwarding to when I was 13 my mother attempted to kill herself in front of my sister and I we called 911 she was saved but we had to move in with our father

 

fast forwarding another year our mother seemed stable so we moved back in with her it was a huge mistake... my 15th birthday had come we were waiting for her so we could celebrate she didn't return until it was late she was drunk so we didn't do anything

 

me my mother and my sister moved into a bigger apartment and everything was going fine that was where I started my career as a YouTuber and I made videos to entertain the public my life seemed perfect again

 

but my mother kept drinking and she said things to me I was and still am very sensitive and one day she said something to me she said "I was going to beat my wife and be known as a criminal" I decided to hang myself for that but I didn't do it my friends in the Ponygames Guild helped me out of it but it wasn't enough

 

I went over to my bestfriends house to visit him and he introduced me to My Little Pony Friendship is Magic I thought pretty negatively about it then much later my curiosity couldn't bear it any longer I looked up S1 E1 and then later I joined the fandom

 

my mother found out I was a Brony and would constantly call me gay and treat me as if I was

 

much later my mother eventually snapped and physically harmed my sister I grabbed her and threw her in the ground I never wanted to do such a thing but I felt like I had no choice

 

my father found out about this so we moved back in with him

 

in the beginning of my Junior year in high school my dad got full custody of me and my sister and the judge even put a restraining so we cannot see our mother until we are 18

 

my mothers reaction to that she said "I will see then when they are adults" never in my life had I been so pissed off to hear such a thing

 

my stepmom then told us what our mother really was... she is a whore she slept with many men while married with my father, she drugged my sister and I with cold medicine so she could go party, and to top it all off.... she never loved us she only loved the child support funds 

 

I had always wondered why my older sister ran away when I was 8 now it is crystal clear

 

the most recent thing that has happened is on the day of my 17th birthday (2 days before I joined the Forums) she got arrested

 

now I live with my father and my stepmom with my sister my half sister and my step brother I'm living a good life and I wouldn't trade it for anything (except to go to Equestria maybe)

 

that is my backstory

 

also a side note if you look through some of my first videos you may hear my mother yelling at me in some of them especially my last podcast I made

[Guest]

I would tell you my past but it's just as big a mystery to me as it is to everyone... I don't know if I was so bad I just blocked it all out or if I just can't remember either way I'll never know.

[Night Wing 387]

Mike Schmidt i feel very sorry for you that's the most dark past i've ever heard *hug*

[Sig Hoovestrong 838]

i just want to know what otherponies stories are thats all (i didnt mean to insult anypony)

No problem, curioustiy is good thing, after all that what got me into to begin a brony in first place: Watch the show, starting likeing it after few episode, and after done watching season 1. I was forever a chang man, i was in pony love.   

 

The only thing abut this tread, wouldent mind hear some happy storys too. As specialty today, cause am feeling kind grumpy could use some cheering up.

[Night Wing 387]

No problem, curioustiy is good thing, after all that what got me into to begin a brony in first place: Watch the show, starting likeing it after few episode, and after done watching season 1. I was forever a chang man, i was in pony love.   

 

The only thing abut this tread, wouldent mind hear some happy storys too. As specialty today, cause am feeling kind grumpy could use some cheering up.

i agree with him on that we need more positive backstories

[Guest]

Well if I'm being honest I do remember one thing and that's that I was a kid and naked and cold but as to were I was what I was doing I draw a blank.

[Night Wing 387]

Well if I'm being honest I do remember one thing and that's that I was a kid and naked and cold but as to were I was what I was doing I draw a blank.

sounds like you had a traumatic and you don't seen to want to remember your past

[Sig Hoovestrong 838]

Well if I'm being honest I do remember one thing and that's that I was a kid and naked and cold but as to were I was what I was doing I draw a blank.

You just head your daper change and you where so happy that parants finely change your dapers. By that time, it was best day of your life.

[Kel_Grym 1,917]

worst part is that now im nothing but a perverted bastard because of this. because that event sparked curiousity for me. the most deadleast weapon for a child. im 18 now i can control my horny actions but most of the time i cannot control the boners.

its ok. my therapist said that its better to talk about your problems than to keep them bottoled up.

 

You said your cousins where five years older than you at the time.

 

A rough guesstimate would put your female cousin at 13 when she had sex with you at 8 and your guy cousin at 15 when he had sex with you at 10.

 

At 15, your male cousin should have definitely known better.

 

I'm not one to condone inappropriate actions between minors, however when they're at that age things are...fuzzy.

 

To explain, I had frisky experimental relations with a girl i think was 11 at the time when I was 9.

 

It was not raped. I do not feel raped.

 

However, I read an article about two kids at school that where both underage that did inappropriate things with each other and they where both charged with statutory rape. ( I think. been a while since i read that article)

 

Romeo and Juliet laws...

 

In any case, there is no reason for you to feel guilty about what happened between your cousins (Its not your fault!), and its perfectly normal for you to feel horny at 18. Boners at that age are hard for everyone to control.

Edited November 4, 2014 by Minister KelGrym

[DJPON-3-#Power11 78]

*tries to hug everyone* i think we need this.

[SilverStarApple 849]

Are you sure you want to hear my backstory? It's a long and sad one.

[Night Wing 387]

say away, this thread is open to anypony

[DJPON-3-#Power11 78]

yes plz we are all open in the ear.

[Sig Hoovestrong 838]

One note of begin raped, i can't begin to understand how feels like. But do know of abuse.And i have been abused mentally and physically.

 

You should know that feel for you. And being forced into something you don't like our feel comfortable with. Like that is, just wrong. 

 

Well, that all wanted to say on the matter. Here's a hug!

Picture by http://dm29.deviantart.com/

[iceestarz 5,765]

-I was made. I came out of a woman. That woman was my mom.

-my grandma died when I was like 3 from cancer. My grandpa died before I was born. (Both my mom's side)

-I almost drowned, my mom drove off the road with me and my sister in the car during a bad storm. A man named Mick saved us from certain death. I still keep up with him, 14 years later.

-stuff, school, awkwardness.

-moved states after my freshman year. Was majorly depressed. During the middle of my sophomore year I discovered ponies and it helped me deal with my depression.

-moved to a different city in Washington, switched to my 3rd high school. It was okay. Not as bad as the previous new school experience. Made some friends, helped paint a mural. Got braces on Halloween last year.

-had double jaw surgery and wisdom teeth removal in February earlier this year.

-moved back to Texas and resumed going to my 1st high school for a couple months of my junior year and am going to complete my senior year here.

-just got back from the ortho, got 4 new brackets and spikes on the back of my bottom front teeth to fix my tongue thrusting habit. Also new bands to help close the small space that my tongue created.

-that's basically about it so far.

[Guest]

You just head your daper change and you where so happy that parants finely change your dapers. By that time, it was best day of your life.

I don't think I was that young from what it seems I was about 8 or 9 but that's just a guess really :/

[DJPON-3-#Power11 78]

One note of begin raped, i can't begin to understand how feels like. But do know of abuse.And i have been abused mentally and physically.

 

You should know that feel for you. And being forced into something you don't like our feel comfortable with. Like that is, just wrong. 

 

Well, that all wanted to say on the matter. Here's a hug!

Picture by http://dm29.deviantart.com/

yes i do. in a way i guess i was corrupted with the wrong knowledge. that led to me being phisically and mentally abused.

[Kel_Grym 1,917]

alright mine isn't as dark as DJPON-3's but its still pretty dark gather around everypony and I will tell you my life in a nutshell

 

my mother and father are from completely opposite sides of the country so I was rasied in a weird mixture of Californian and Virginian but I was well disciplined because of it

 

my entire life I thought I had the perfect life I had everything I could of wanted toys, a mountain of video games, and about 7 gaming consoles

 

fast forwarding to when I was 13 my mother attempted to kill herself in front of my sister and I we called 911 she was saved but we had to move in with our father

 

fast forwarding another year our mother seemed stable so we moved back in with her it was a huge mistake... my 15th birthday had come we were waiting for her so we could celebrate she didn't return until it was late she was drunk so we didn't do anything

 

me my mother and my sister moved into a bigger apartment and everything was going fine that was where I started my career as a YouTuber and I made videos to entertain the public my life seemed perfect again

 

but my mother kept drinking and she said things to me I was and still am very sensitive and one day she said something to me she said "I was going to beat my wife and be known as a criminal" I decided to hang myself for that but I didn't do it my friends in the Ponygames Guild helped me out of it but it wasn't enough

 

I went over to my bestfriends house to visit him and he introduced me to My Little Pony Friendship is Magic I thought pretty negatively about it then much later my curiosity couldn't bear it any longer I looked up S1 E1 and then later I joined the fandom

 

my mother found out I was a Brony and would constantly call me gay and treat me as if I was

 

much later my mother eventually snapped and physically harmed my sister I grabbed her and threw her in the ground I never wanted to do such a thing but I felt like I had no choice

 

my father found out about this so we moved back in with him

 

in the beginning of my Junior year in high school my dad got full custody of me and my sister and the judge even put a restraining so we cannot see our mother until we are 18

 

my mothers reaction to that she said "I will see then when they are adults" never in my life had I been so pissed off to hear such a thing

 

my stepmom then told us what our mother really was... she is a whore she slept with many men while married with my father, she drugged my sister and I with cold medicine so she could go party, and to top it all off.... she never loved us she only loved the child support funds 

 

I had always wondered why my older sister ran away when I was 8 now it is crystal clear

 

the most recent thing that has happened is on the day of my 17th birthday (2 days before I joined the Forums) she got arrested

 

now I live with my father and my stepmom with my sister my half sister and my step brother I'm living a good life and I wouldn't trade it for anything (except to go to Equestria maybe)

 

that is my backstory

 

also a side note if you look through some of my first videos you may hear my mother yelling at me in some of them especially my last podcast I made

 

Sorry to hear you had such a shitty mum.

 

I personally never got to know my mother.

 

Fact is, she was more than likely murdered.

 

I was probably two at the time when my mother stepped out of the Pizza Inn that she worked at. She disappeared completely. The fact that she only stepped out for a few minutes and that she never came back to collect her check for the night, suggests fowl play.

 

It's been a cold case for a very long time.

 

More than likely had to do with drugs (I'm not really sure, no one is). My mother was known to be a party animal and she and my father were into the 'biker' scene at the time.

Edited November 4, 2014 by Minister KelGrym