writing A lonesome heart

[Pan the Fabulous Ferret 2,642]

Do you realize,

Or perhaps even comprehend what you did to me?

Even if in the moment we shared, why bother spreading your love?

 

Im not as strong as I would like to believe.

I cant be the who I want to be for you.

And by such the word love becomes ever more distant.

 

Not so much by me, or my own pitiful loathing,

But also on you.

Every day that goes by,

Another day without your comfort.

And I grow ever more in my own sadness.

 

I realize,

More so than I would like.

I am addicted, but by not any substance one can name.

 

And I realize,

That my life just isnt the same without you.

Just take the time to reflect on this.

On just how pathetic you have made me.

 

I miss the days of apathetic optimism.

When my life wasn't filled with worry and distraught.

 

But as life seems to be changing us, it might be for the better.

I expect to find myself needing you even more.

 

 

 

Edited December 5, 2012 by TheBronyHeart