Kaneki

I know some people do generally feel very bad around the hoildays, and I am not talking about feeling like you're at the edge, but, do you try to stay very happy around the hoildays, or is it hard for you, such as holiday sadness being a seasonal thing in the winter? I'm really trying to stay happy in general, but I do have seasonal depression it seems, so it's not always good for me. About 80% of the time though, I'm happy because the holidays are coming up.