http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8LIRtPnuA8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qBsEF7Qx09o

Fuck people! Fuck them all! I do

Yeah I am a whore, I am a drug addicted hoe. You don't wanna know the things I have done to support my habbits.... they would make you sick.

We don't walk there alone though. No laddies, we walk to it hand in hand with all of our problems. We turn to our pimps because there is not another way out. We did not just ask for it. We were lead there.

This is my lead.... Thank you babe, with out you I would have never been a whore. I will never miss you

Hey Alaynna;

Two things: I got the letter back which I sent to your grandpa. It didn't get through. (he sent my grandparents a letter about my fathers death... like fuck off)

Secondly: Do you have anything from me still? I would like to get some of the stuff back which I gave you as it is proving to be a need in some cases. I would pick it up in August as I am in Germany til July. Is there anything I have of yours which you would like back? (dude It has been over 3 years since you left... I don't have your shit... I hawked the valuables for drugs to cope with the fact you abandoned me with a child... a dead one at that. You abused me mentally and physically, and you are an asshole)

Sincerely;

John M. E.

To John:

Go fuck yourself.

~A sad little hoe