I know what you're going through, i've been there too. I hate seeing someone with these kind of problems, and how they go un-noticed. Trust me, you're not alone and not being ignored. If you're in this position and have suicidal thoughts, you should book a therapy session with a professional and see a qualified doctor to see if you need medication. It might sound unappealing, but it helps in the long run, and is worth it. Of course, don't take what im saying as "See a doctor and take the pills, see a therapist and let them hypnotize you." That's not how it works, and talking to them first helps them understand your problem better, and you only should do things when you're ready to, just please don't give up, i don't know if you have family or friends that care about you. If you do, that's great. But if you don't, I care about you, I came close myself, but I can say through experience that it gets better.

I know what you're going through, i've been there too. I hate seeing someone with these kind of problems, and how they go un-noticed. Trust me, you're not alone and not being ignored. If you're in this position and have suicidal thoughts, you should book a therapy session with a professional and see a qualified doctor to see if you need medication. It might sound unappealing, but it helps in the long run, and is worth it. Of course, don't take what im saying as "See a doctor and take the pills, see a therapist and let them hypnotize you." That's not how it works, and talking to them first helps them understand your problem better, and you only should do things when you're ready to, just please don't give up, i don't know if you have family or friends that care about you. If you do, that's great. But if you don't, I care about you, I came close myself, but I can say through experience that it gets better.

You cannot even grasp how much do I appreciate what you said here.

As a person that struggled with depression in the past, I know how you are feeling right now. But things will get better ! And you will not get passed over ! You have many friends here that care about you, and I care about you too ! Don't ever think we don't. Don't give up and remember we are always here for you to help you !

Now, as the poster above me says, you really should see a professional about this. They are trained and more than happy to help you, and they really will. It will be a big step towards healing and feeling better. 

I really hope you feel better buddy, and remember, we are always here for you, and I am here for you, I promise !

Lightwing, you have to hold on to yourself and stich yourself together. Depression is a terrible feeling, and just know you are not alone in the struggle with it. If you struggle with depression a lot, I suggest you talk about it with your folks and go to a doctor for some help. It's a start, and may save your life or make you feel better. This is  a very serious matter which must be taken cared of mono to mono or with a professional. I'm worried about you, honestly. Don't let that ugly feeling drown you, fight it and show it who's boss.

Oh I have those same feelings these times. Hugs for you my friend