Since im inactive and bored as hell at the moment, and have absolute no idea what to do with my life, i decided to just write a little bit about myself. Not like a introduction or hello post, i will talk about all the weird things i did in my life.

Because why not.I saw a few people doing it, ( well kinda..similar.. ) so..maybe someone finds this interesting.

Fact 1 : " In my childhood i always was unhappy the way i lived. Sometimes i didnt listen to my parents, or didnt do my homework right or i was just unhappy with the things i played or whatever. It was so terrible, that i often wanted to start my life from new.

And with starting my life from new, i mean, pretending i would be born again and i ..well..would begin my life new.
I even banged with my head against a wall, because i wanted to forget my past. I began erasing Video Game Files, destroying homework stuff, put all my drawing in the trash.

I did this for many years and almost every day. It got so worse, that nowadays i dont remember my childhood that well. I always tried to forget my past and i kinda did. I dont remember some friends i had, if i see old drawings, i dont remember drawing them or if my parents tell me something about our holidays, i just dont remember.

Gladly i stopped with that with 17. "

Fact 2 : " Im my childhood i talked to things. Like, Plushdolls, Videogames, Lamps, Walls, Trees, Rocks, Air...basically with everything. And my Lamp was my best friend. Im serious, i talked a lot with my bedroom lamp when i was a kid. Every day. "

Fact 3 : " I created a Forum on the Internet, in which i talked to myself with multiple accounts. I already talked about that, but what some people not know, is the fact that i even had a chat. And funny conversations that i had with my three personalitys, was even posted on other Forums and everyone thought it was real chats. Well i guess im pretty good then, with talking to myself. "

Fact 4 : " I constantly look everywhere. Mostly out of the window. Like every time i get into my room, because im afraid i could miss something, like a UFO or a flying Pony "

Fact 5 : " My first love was a Bird. Not a real one, but a Furry like Bird with white wings and blue eyes. I dont know why, because i didnt know anything about furrys and never saw one, but i imagined her. So i guess i was just born being weird. "

Fact 6 : " Sometimes, i just dont move at all. When im in a situation in which i feel uncomfortable with, like i dont know what to do at my job, because i dont know to which person i have to talk or something i often just freeze....and do nothing. And then either someone noticed it or really later i try to solve the problem, but often im just doing nothing then. And i get in panic.And its horrible. I hate that "

Fact 7 : " Whenever i get into a new school , workplace or whatever, well...im often searching for a place where im alone within the breaks.I feel really REALLY uncomfortable with talking to people. And thats also the reason, why many people dont like me. Because they think i just dislike them, or think that im better than them, which is not true. Actually i do that, because i dont want to annoy anyone. I always feel unwelcome and have just no idea what to talk about. No idea at all. And i mean you can see that, im part of 7 fandoms and registered in over 30 forums. How many do i still use ? One. And in how many forums am i really talking to people? Zero. YAY!!! Thats actually depressing .. "

Fact 8 : " I drew a comic as a Kid, where i created a crazy scientist that tried to make the world a better place, by killing all the humans of the world.I drew the comic in my childhood, as i was just bullied by everyone. People mad fun of my haircolor, of my ears, my voice, my name. I got beat up ( many MANY times ) . It was horrible
And i needed to let my anger and frustration out. Gladly i realized how horrible this idea was and i ended the comic, with a new Character called Zet, killing the crazy scientist character, like 25 times or so. "

And thats kinda it...yeah...now im bored again...
Sorry if im annoying.