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Don't be scared of who you are

Mesme Rize

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You know, i've been here for over 13 Months now and during this 13 months i always had this gut feeling that people judge me for what i am, because i had weird interests and at parts a weird personality and that fear actually went way back before the days of the forums.

 

Not anymore though.

 

I had a very good conversation with one of my best friends last night (who i won't mention, since i don't know if he wants to be mentioned) and he told me something very valuable and that i took to heart. "You shouldn't be scared of yourself."

 

I always had this nagging feeling, being mocked behind my back on this forum. Be it for my hypno and lamia/snake interest, be it for me being a cardiophile, be it for some of the questionable comments i make, or whatever. But i realize you guys aren't like this. You are all so much better then even i could imagine.

 

I love this place, because you guys are all so understandable and so wonderful to me. I know, i said that alot of times in the past. But it's now more true then ever. When you laugh at my antics, i know you don't laugh at me, you laugh with me. And i want to work on myself being more open then ever and not fear with every blog that i write, that it's getting stomped to the ground.

 

Also, do the same thing. Be a bit more braver and go out of your way with being normal. Be a bit more open to us, because i think some of the more quieter people on this forum, have some very interesting personalities and very interesting interests, like i have. They shouldn't be something you're ashamed of. They are what you are. :)

 

I love you guys. :)

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MEOWKB48

It's interesting you say this because I was wondering/worrying the other day that people here might not care much for me due to my love for jpop/kpop. I've met very few people here with any interest in it. Sometimes I feel like I just awkwardly stick out and should just go. (I face this issue in real life as well since I'm the only kpop fan I know lol.) Not only that but I worry that people just don't like me in general due to my personality.

While one part of me is like maybe I shouldn't post/say anything about it while another part of me feels as though I shouldn't feel I have to hide my love for something just because it's not as well liked/popular. 

I'm glad to hear you've come to this realization and tbh I feel better knowing that I wasn't the only one wondering how well liked they are on here for their interests and personality.

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Mesme Rize

It's interesting you say this because I was wondering/worrying the other day that people here might not care much for me due to my love for jpop/kpop. I've met very few people here with any interest in it. Sometimes I feel like I just awkwardly stick out and should just go. (I face this issue in real life as well since I'm the only kpop fan I know lol.) Not only that but I worry that people just don't like me in general due to my personality.

 

While one part of me is like maybe I shouldn't post/say anything about it while another part of me feels as though I shouldn't feel I have to hide my love for something just because it's not as well liked/popular. 

 

I'm glad to hear you've come to this realization and tbh I feel better knowing that I wasn't the only one wondering how well liked they are on here for their interests and personality.

 

It's good to know that this blog inspired you to stay. :)

 

I will be honest. I am very interested in K-POP or J-POP. But i wouldn't judge for it, because it's your thing and i think you still are a great person. To be honest, i think i have weirder interests then you. :P

 

Be more open here and have fun with us. *Lamiahug*

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MEOWKB48

It's good to know that this blog inspired you to stay. :)

 

I will be honest. I am very interested in K-POP or J-POP. But i wouldn't judge for it, because it's your thing and i think you still are a great person. To be honest, i think i have weirder interests then you. :P

 

Be more open here and have fun with us. *Lamiahug*

Aww thank you

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MEOWKB48

No prob

 

BTW, my KPOP JPOP comment was a typo. I am NOT very interested in it. Sorry. :P

I thought it was a typo XD No worries it happens to me all the time lol.

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