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It's been fun, but I'm out


Kyoshi Frost Wolf

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Well, that's it. 3 and a half years. It has been a long time, but I am not doing this anymore. Being on a forum where nothing I say matters. Where any slight mistakes you make are held to you in the highest regard. Doesn't matter what good you do, the moment you do anything wrong, people will forget. People will not care. So I have stopped caring. I have donated over $100 to this forum in the past. I have made signatures for everyone to use. I have made banners. I have tried to be a welcoming person. I have tried to be a friend. I have tried, so much. Yet, once you make a mistake, nobody will care. The moment you fuck up, every bit of good you ever do will be thrown out the window. Remember that, life is just like that I have noticed. I thought this place would be different, but I see that once again, I am wrong.

 

So, there you go. I am fucking done.

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Well, I can't make statuses anymore. I can't respond to the statuses of the people that care so much about me and I care so much for. Anything positive I have ever done, ever said, ever tried to do, it is all out the window. So I can't see much of a point to being here anymore.

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If any of you want to communicate with me still, which I don't know why anyone would want to, add me on Skype: kyoshilonehearted

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But I don't recall you making any such "f***-ups."

Apparently I made a couple of 'suicidal-like' statuses, which I think I did, when I was having an emotional breakdown after I found out my dad could potentially go to jail. Had a huge moment of weakness because of my many issues and that somehow negates all of the good I have ever done or said. That's fun.

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Apparently I made a couple of 'suicidal-like' statuses, which I think I did, when I was having an emotional breakdown after I found out my dad could potentially go to jail. Had a huge moment of weakness because of my many issues and that somehow negates all of the good I have ever done or said. That's fun.

 

If anything, it sounds like the resulting responses were the real "f***-ups."

 

I mean, you kind of had some valid reasoning there.

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If anything, it sounds like the resulting responses were the real "f***-ups."

 

I mean, you kind of had some valid reasoning there.

One would assume that an autistic person with crippling anxiety problems having one breakdown and a bad moment after finding out that his dad might go to jail would be understandable. I know, those kinds of statuses are apparently not allowed, which is weird because I have seen statuses like that before with no results, but considering that I am not a bad guy and all of the good I have tried to do for this place, one would think all of this stuff would be considered before completely eliminating one huge way I have to communicate with my friends here.

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Why are you doing this to yourself?

 

We do care about you, Kyoshi.  You just don't see it.

No, I do see it. I see it a lot. I have always seen it. I love all of you, I seriously do. You all mean so much to me and that will never change, but apparently that just isn't enough for the powers that be.

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I'm so sorry to see you leave.   :(   :(

 

Are you still posting on Facebook, though?

What, for Poniverse? I was revoked of my position for that as well. So, nope. I don't think I would want to post for Poniverse at this point anyway.

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What, for Poniverse? I was revoked of my position for that as well. So, nope. I don't think I would want to post for Poniverse at this point anyway.

Over the same incident?

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Over the same incident?

I guess I wasn't quite active enough, which to be fair, I wasn't terribly active on there. So in the end I honestly don't care about that as my position in Poniverse was worthless. Posting things on Facebook wowee. It is the status thing that pisses me off to no end. I can't even respond to the statuses made by others. That is absolute overkill.

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Just as I found a reason to cone back here (for all the things you do to make this place great) you're gone... Which I guess you have your reasons, And they all add up. You shall be missed.

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Maybe you can get the statuses back if you ask.

I highly doubt they would ever listen to me. I am not sure if I want to be here anymore regardless.

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I know we've never talked nor do we know each other but good luck in your future endeavours, man. I'm sure there are lots of people sad to see you go.

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I highly doubt they would ever listen to me. I am not sure if I want to be here anymore regardless.

 

I meant, not asking it right now, but waiting some time until things settle down.

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I meant, not asking it right now, but waiting some time until things settle down.

By then all of my enthusiasm will be completely gone. That is already almost the case.

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