I need to find a balance between too much messages and too few messages. As in deviant art  im am no longer able to handle the messages as opposed to here where it's kinda too quiet for me but I'm actually afraid to start investing time to this site again fearing it will get out of hand like it did before.

Usually when I'm passionate about something I put everything I got into it but these days it's starting to bite me back as I'm not satisfied of how slowly I answer the messages. But I dont really want to exhaust  myself and use majority of my days on them. It used to be like that but through some adaptation and optimization I was sale to cut the time so I could handle it.

But as everything was going well I got sick which I rarely do and I was unable to answer them so now that they have piled up i dont really know how I should progress the process further without going backwards.

Also this site started to pique my interest again mainly because the updatend really made it look and feel more new and exciting for me as the old memories were kinda fetched into the old environment.

Now I'm just kinda searching  for  the middle ground where I can manage these things and progress forward.