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My fall into depression and subsequent implications


Harmonic Revelations

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You may or may not have noticed the generally melancholy theme of my recent posts. Supposing that since you are a great community, I owe you an explanation, so here I am, offering an explanation as well as what-have-you.

 

Recently, I've been falling further and further into depression, my life has become repetitive and uneventful. If I have one thing that stops me from ending it it's probably you guys, just to get that out there. Anyways, that comes to another thing.

 

It seems that recently, I've been placing my anger and hatred where it does not belong, which is here. I apoligize for that. The more I do it, the more I hate myself for it. I've been an atrocious asshat about absolutely anything and everything and I want to thank you for putting up with me.

 

Yeah I guess that's about it.

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Don't worry I know what you mean, I can't name the number of times I've lashed out my anger at people who had nothing to do with it, but regardless you've yet to lash out at me yet so I guess I might not be the one to be talking about that idk :P.

 

Maybe you should just go find something you never do and just do it. Like for instance I started drawing a while back when I started drawing ponies, I never drew anything before, and well yeah its something new Xd. It doesn't even matter that I'm not that great at it.

 

Just a suggestion, maybe try to find a way to do something totally unordinary, I'm pretty bad with habits myself,  so its not super easy, but its always worth a try.

 

Regardless if the fact we're still here is keeping you going then I can atleast be happy for that :), I hope you feel better soon! And if you really need you can PM me if I'm around, I'll atleast be able to listen, but I'm not the best advice giver, still if you don't have anyone else(Which i imagine plenty of others here on the forums are more then glad to help you anyways) I'm here if you need :).

 

Keep fighting bro :D. You can beat that depression, you can come up to its door and.. STALK IT TO DEATH MUAHHAHA. And then eat tea with it.

 

Sorry I'm getting carried away, but seriously feel better, I care for you along with the vast majority of others here I'm sure :).

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I felt the same way with depression from high school, so I suggest you keep fighting and don't give in. :)

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Well, as hard as it may be to believe, I too have had my share of melancholy and depression, so I can definitely relate. I know just how bad it can be, but just remember, no matter repetitive and miserable things may seems, eventually things do start getting better. It's good that you're sharing your feelings and seeking consolation from friends. Friendship really can be Magic when you're depressed.

 

Also, don't feel bad that you accidentally let out your temper here. None of us could ever get mad at you. :P

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Man i feel the same way, just like you i'm getting tired of the same old everything each day. The best thing you can do is hope for something to change in my case i'm trying to start a brony club at my community college so see if you can find time to do something diffirent in your life. Find something you enjoy and do it. I would hate to see you leave the forums or lose people for being angry at the wrong people.

 

So hang in their if you want send me a PM, Seriously if you really are having a bad day don't give a second thought towards throwing a PM my way. Hope that life gets better and more exciting for you.

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I couldn't be mad at you. Your posts are the most clever part of the threads you post on. I laugh at them and they make my day. I think we all battle depression at one point in our lives. Don't give into it. I've been having similar feelings because i cant find work. All i do is sit at home i felt worthless. Then i found MLP :D We love ya. Be a fighter you'll overcome it.

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I know exactly how you feel, I hate the thought of existing in this world but I have to continue doing so and I try to motivate myself to go on by thinking that it might get better by some luck or miracle.

 

stay strong and continue to live

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