After watching FiM, and seeing the brony community, seeing humanity's at it's best (compared to all the other shit that goes on), my overall mood improved.

Soon enough I joined this forums, and met a few friends, a few true friends, one of whom I've grown close to. This brings me to my lovely little problem:

Never before had I had a true friend, someone who truely cares for your wellbeing, someone who values the friendship you share with them, someone to tell your problems and concerns too, to which they listen attentively. It was here, once I realized what I had, that my mood skyrocketed to what is currently is, extremely optimistic, happy, caring, and trying my best to help others.

However, this system does have it's faults. I may feel wonderful when my friends are happy and with me, but I feel depressed and worried to death when they are sad and away. If one of my friends is usually very active, but is away for a day, I may begin to get worried and concerned. It doesn't help that the only true friend I have is on these fourms, I feel more closer to him then I have felt with any of my other friends. I can't bare to lose any of my true friends. I need them, or else I'll revert to a depressed and hopeless person. They are literally what keeps me going in life.

I love my true friends greatly, even to a fault. It's very much an addiction, you know the train has to end sometime, but you want to bask in the happiness and do nothing to prepare...