Well Spike , the reason why I want to become a priest is because God himself gave me the calling
He wants me to preach the word of God ( Jesus) to everyone. He also wants me to bring people back to the one holy , Catholic , apostolic church. And save many souls , like yours, with the holy mass and devotion to the sacred heart of Jesus and the immaculate heart of Mary. That is the reason why I am becoming a priest spike. Who's to say maby God is calling you as well Spike. All you need to do is pray to the holy trinity (God,Jesus, and the Holy Spirit.
God does love you spike. And whatever problem you have Christ will help you.
GOD BLESS YOU !!!!!! AMEN