PurplePony

I fell behind in writing my blogs.... I have been trying to find sites to put my work up for sale, I have zibet so far. Hopefully I will get a page here sometime soon. I have my fingers crossed. You see I moved out, I used to help out my parents but I stopped after this. I pay for myself. I lost my job Dad passes Now I need to take care of myself and the girls (mom and sisters) more than ever. Mom doesn't want to let me. She is going to have to.. She can't do this alone.. I still haven't been able to find a job (It hasn't been that long but still) So I am looking for another commissions page or something for the time being, Anyone know of a good one? That is why I fell behind, sorry guys Today is my catch up day. Today Will be double Blog day, mainly because this one is kind of dumb filler for I think the one person who may or may not constantly read these. The nerd inside of me is all like "Oh god yes please follow me, more and more follow me! I will create and ultimate army of minions and the world will be PREFECT!" But for now that one will do (and no it is not me ) lol talk at you guys later ~PP

if you like I have a spot that would be perfect for this in an up coming blog of mine... I have just been swamped with request so for right now I am only taking a couple more but I would do a colored one of yours if you would like... The post will be up tomorrow (Jan 11) if you would like I can link it too you

Hey there handsome man you know it's too bad I am already take lol love you though <3

You hugs Wazer and woke up with me

still too little

I must still be dreaming AJ is one of my favs

@Mr. Critical Aixi laughed a little, Critic is so sweet so innocent.She urged him on as gently as she could. Critic held her tight,and caressed her soul. She utters not a word, for the first time she is whole. Finding love is something she's sought. An eternity of happiness, what a beautiful thought. Their bodies entwined in an endless flight. Giving their souls to one another on this enchanting night. Aixi closed her eyes still unable to utter a word. No voices were needed, her heart he had heard. Together they drifted asleep, on this warm summer night. They slept together peacefully knowing it was right. @Night Song Night had woken Violet up, and she could still smell alcohol on his breath, she was unimpressed to say the least. She just wanted her pony by her side. What do you want. Night began stammering apologies, but stopped and simply gave her a box instead. Violet unwrapped the gift box and gasped at the lavish jewels. "Oh Night, thank you. They are absolutely stunning. I know you are sorry... a simple I love you would have been enough. but ohhhh thank you!" She pulled the stallion close and gave him a loving kiss. "it's ok she whispered."

He was so warm and inviting, as he held her passionately in his loving arms deeper and deeper Critic went. It was a breathtaking passionate expression of love. His first love. "mmmmmm" Aixi let out a short moan as she pressed her self closer, he tasted so good. 'It felt so nice, so right.' Aixi's mind exploded in thoughts yet remained calm. "ohhh." she said as she finally let go. "That was an amazing kiss Critc." She blushed It really left her speechless. She wanted more she lusted for more. Aixi backed Critic into a corner of the room, a crazed slightly possessed kind of look took over her face. "Not bad Critic but I know you can do better." She said as she bowed down low. She looked up at the stallion and batted her eyes. Anticipation coursed throughout her body, she was overcome by excitement. Pouncing at Critic she pinned him to the floor. @Night Song Night had pushed Violet away, but there was nothing she could do about that. With a tear in her eye, Violet drug her hooves back to her room, occasionally looking back to see if Night would follow. She hoped he would, with all her heart she hoped this. Her hopes were let down as she entered the room alone. Without turning on a single light she went to bed feeling sad and a little defeated.

Critic brought her her tea. The refreshing aroma filled the air, chamomile tea was her favorite hot beverage. She looked at the nervous stallion who sat next to her. "Why are you so nervous around me?" She really did enjoy making his face turn red, it was a kind of twisted game she had invented. Aixi placed the tea next to her and continued on "It's not as if I will bite you, unless your into that." She giggled and playfully nipped at the stallion's neck. She watched his face grow red and she smiled with glee. She sat thinking to herself, "I will let him have the first move, and he has until after my tea. That seems fair enough. I do need to rest and we will have to find a cart in the morning so sleeping in in not an option. I will either sleep or not sleep at all.' Sipping her tea Aixi waited, the entire cup was almost gone when she placed it back beside her."Who was that mare you were just talking to, it sounded as if you knew her." Aixi inquired curiously. She didn't care much, she sensed no danger so she was not all that interested, she just wanted to at least make some small talk.

Sorry I have to pass... too little

If I wasn't taken, I perhaps give it a go

@Mr. Critical She smiled and let out a short giggle. "All I can do is try, I don't even know how to feel I just go through motions, how could I expect anymore from you? That would be terrible and quite wrong of me." Aixi really didn't know what to do next, this whole thing puzzled her slightly, she could tell he was timid but she didn't know where his comfort zones ended. She really didn't understand limits, how could she understand something she couldn't feel, to her everything was just acting out the motions of life, there was never any greater purpose but somehow it felt like it could be different. Aixi looked at Critic and nibbled his ear affectionately, "I don't know where you are, so let me know if I make you uncomfortable. I am a little aggressive, so knowing your comfort zones would be nice." "I would like some tea, I think I will order room service, you are welcome to stay here longer but I know you got your own room. If you would like to leave and rest before morning, I understand." She said as she waled over to the phone and dialed room service. "Would you like anything?" @Night Song Violet awoke in bed alone. The last thing she could remember was an odd frightful creature. She had thought it was a rat initially, but now that she had calmed down she wasn't quite sure what she had seen. "I do wonder where my Night is." She thought aloud to herself as she got out of bed. Not too much time had passed when Violet had finally came across the note her beloved had left behind. She read it and furious tears welled up in her eyes. 'He's down at the bar drinking, alcohol had destroyed everything that I held near and dear to my heart and he know's this! How can he do this to me?' Violet took a moment to calm down, 'No, it's ok. I am not perfect either I never can be. I will just go down to the bar and ask him to come to bed with me. I just want him to be by my side.' She trotted out of her room and down to the bar. She spotted Night at the counter and walked up to him, "Honey.." She called out. Night didn't respond right away, Violet could tell he had a fair amount to drink, she put her hoof around him, surprising him slightly. Violet looked up at Night and said, "I got awful cold without you by my side, would you come back to bed? I missed you."

@Mr. Critical No pony had cared about her in years. It was sweet and Aixi had grown to like Critic as well, although she was a little shocked at the sudden profession. She sat and seriously thought for a moment, 'I am the last of my kind and my days are numbered, I didn't think this day would come as soon as it has. I have no choice, for the good of my people and every other race. It's better late than never, and perhaps it is fate allowing me a chance to right my wrongs. I should give it a chance.' Aixi eyed Critic over 'He is quite handsome, and although he isn't strong outwardly, but his spirit is resilient. He seems much stronger than he appears and intelligence is often undermined.' She smiled at her thoughts, 'I really do like him.' She leaned into Critic and kissed him on the cheek, "Are you asking my courtship?" She said as she nuzzled his mane teasingly "I don't know if you can handle me, but your welcome to try. If you are though I would like you to make it clear, and be honest in the matters. I do not know if I can love again but I can try, I really do like you and I am willing to learn again."

@Mr. Critical "Oh, yes a cart would be wonderful." Aixi said gratefully, she really didn't want to hoof it tomorrow. She was relieved that one less thing would be a bother "Well... you can always be a normal pony with me." Aixi smiled at this. Critic got up and sat next to her. She loved how he comforted her, but it somehow made her feel more distant and alone. She stared out the window. "You know why the moon is so lonely?" She asked Critic. She laughed at his analysis face and continued on. "His name was Mane Carcajou and they lived in a spirit world together. One of the spirits was jealous, Trickster wanted the Moon for himself. He told Mane Carcajou that the Moon had asked for flowers. He told him to come to our world and pick her some wild roses. But Mane Carcajou didn't know that once you leave the spirit world, you can never come back. Every night, he looks up in the sky and sees the Moon, crying her name. But he can never touch her again." She looked at Critic, "I believe I know how Moon feels, I can't ever touch him again. I haven't ever touched again I isolated myself from everypony. I can not go back in time to change this and I fear I have little time left." She sobbed coming to terms with her possible reality.

Sounds like you have been through a lot.. Also seems like you acomplished a lot. Can I ask some advice? What I want to be able to do in a nut shell is Marketing and Public Relations. I want a company to pay me to make pinatas for hospitas, A part of my job would be providing media awareness and such. (What I want to do in a nut shell) I know what we do is different but how did you go about getting what you wanted to do in the situation you were in.. I mean I can't afford to go to school for marketing and how on earth am I going to find someone who will pay me to do that?.. It is just specified and that is where I am running into problems. I just have an idea, I don't know how to make it work. How did you overcome your obstacles?

Oh, no thanks

I love you because PENGUINS! I love penguins <3 the only thing that trumps a penguin.. is a piggy (your avatar reminded me of one lol)

@Night Song Taking off behind Night, the pair trotted off, "What are we even looking for?" Violet huffed feeling tired and impatient, "It's been such a long day and I would really would like to.... rat? Ohhhh a rat!" Violet gave a short shriek as she dropped to the floor out cold. The imp narrowly dodged the falling pony as he scampered into the dark waving his tiny fists cursing into the black. He really shouldn't cures his master like that, but he had had enough. Ponies walking on ceilings was far past enough for him. @Mr. Critical Meanwhile Aixi and Critic were once again alone. She wasted no time getting back to business, "Alright, I am unsure how difficult this may or may not be. It has been been a long while since any member of the 'Free Ponies' were contacted so their location within the city may have changed. On top of possibly not being able to find them I don't even know if they will choose to honor the treaty." Aixi sighed taking a seat in one of the chairs. "Stonehorse is quite the way on hoof but I do not want to risk other ponies lives by going by something as populated as a train. In all honesty I say we hoof it, and if or when we can we could rent a cart." She continued on. Aixi sat quietly pondering. "I just can't waste time, and I miss being able to be a somewhat normal pony. I really did take that time for granted." Aixi blinked hard to stop herself from crying. The end was so distantly near.

Ugh! Doesn't it suck??? I hope it will work out soon for the both of us. If you need to vent you frustrations feel free to do so here lol At least you know someone will understand Or you can always PM me