Hello everypony, it's time for my update.
I'm still listening Moondust's Twilight file. I made a progress with understanding file and now I haven't got problems with whispering. Luckily.
I have no new changes even when I improved the number of listening the file (yesterday it was 3 times). During file I'm feeling transformation, sometimes I can't stop myself from imaginating this. But after the file I don't feel changes and even trigger isn't helping...
Once I made it and listened the file to the end. But usually I have got problems with keeping myself in trance to the end - my body is demanding any move. Sometimes it's just leg, sometimes an arm, sometimes something other... As I mentioned lastly, I haven't had those problems with any previous hypnosises.
To be honest, with AJ file I was the closest to the effects, but there hypnosis wasn't done in 100% too. Sometimes I think that I am like Twilight - I'm too much sure about who I am and what I should do or not among people, so I can't be hypnotised.
But I won't come back to AJ file. I need to be consistent. And in Twi file is a background music. A very nice background music. Linds likes it
EDIT: Wow, now that was something... after adding this post in internet c@fe, I've decided to make my way to one shop. All the way I was thinking about myself that I'm Twilight. I couldn't do anything with those feeling. It went away, when I made some more steps from game shop to tobacco shop.
I could easily talk as myself, think as myself, but I couldn't not-think about that I am or I'm looking like Twilight. Back trigger wasn't helping and there weren't used start trigger.
I NEED TO CONTINUE MY WORK WITH THIS FILE.