GreySentinel

It looks like I'll be working on the family yard soon. Afterwards, I'm cool with chatting. I've got a lot of catching up to do here!

It's an awesome feeling to finally be here, again! I never gave myself the chance to come back until now, because I was dealing with many problems offline. How've y'all been?

Apparently, I wasn't as close to being 100% healthy as I thought. At least I get to play video games while I recover. This illness better go away by the start of the summer or fall semester.

I'm pretty much juggling video games, and making sure that I don't get burnt out on any of them. Despite what I've said and my actions, my folks still think I’m sick or not healthy. Either way, I’ll be relaxing for quite a while.

I'm not at my 100%, but I'm getting close to it. I feel much better than I did the previous few days, and I'm happy to start chatting again. How’ve you all been?

Sadly, I'm still sick and recovering after leaving the hospital. I'm making progress, but it's not as much as want. @friends: If you need somebody to proofread or assist with fanfics and backstories, I'd like to help. Proofreading and recovering shouldn't be a problem, together.

I’ve been keeping a few facts to myself, because I didn’t consider them important. I was recently released from a hospital, and I’ve been ill for more than a week. This temporary illness makes walking up and down stairs dangerous for me, and can even make me fall off a chair. Hopefully, things get better soon. If any of you want to talk about something, I’ll try my best to respond.

After nearly a full week, I'm back. It was rough, not being able to visit this website, but I'm glad that's all done with. I'm looking forward to chatting with you all again.

"iron eres is a pretty cool guy; eh throws people around and doesnt afraid of anything." Damn straight, random dude on the internet. That’s my secondary Gamer ID, though; I still appreciate the complement, however.

Man. I used to think Facebook was useless and "stupid". After searching for a few names, it was the most pleasant trip down Memory Lane that I've ever experienced. I even saw two awesome old friends of mine from high school. Thankfully, I don't cry about such things; However, I was so emotional, that I was almost paralyzed. Wow.

I was VERY wrong about them. My folks were concerned about my well-being, and I lashed out at them, because they weren't used to the “new” me. Yesterday, my father and I got into a very short physical conflict. I restrained him, and didn't land a single hit; that look of fear on his face he had towards me, will traumatize me for the rest of my life. I’m absolutely a horrific example of a Christian man. I’m no better than a demon; one of the things I irrationally fear in life the most....

I'm back. Turns out, ALL of my folks are betraying me. Simply because, I just HAD to get smart, out of the blue. I'm babysitting three men,and two women. All older than me; even if one's by a minute older. Damn...

I'm back, and thinking rationally. Long story short, I'm paying tribute to how awesome everyone here is, with my #1 favorite song:

I'm so, SO sorry, everyone. The fact that my account still exists, is proof, that I was 100%, in the wrong. I was frustrated by my family practically betraying me, my college professor publicly humiliating me. I went on a selfish rampage, and struck walls, poles, trees, railings, and other inanimate objects. I snapped, when I thought somebody would show support or concern towards my bleeding, livid state, only to see not a single response; not even from my 12 friends, here. My attempt to...

March 3/18. The worst day of my life. I'm. too unstable, I'm LOCKING my posts in TO ONLY life advice. untiil my head is clear. I'M bleeding, and my wrist might be halfway broken. But if their ego's hurt, more than my Bleeding and injured body...Then I don't need them, in my life.

Stayed up all night, AGAIN. I'm not trippin' balls, right now (and hopefully not tonight), though. I love showing my folks the posts I've made on occasion; I'm planning on keepin' this status update, on the down-low, for reasons! Also bought 3, 3DS themes, and put 'em all on shuffle. I don't regret a second of this.

"Rome Wasn't Built in a Day." I should probably consider, my own well-being at the moment, than fuel my ego by "playing hero”, and responding to every post that I can, possible. I may not have the same mindset of those who claim a "Waifu" or "Husbando"; if I were to claim one, She would be, Ctrl+C; She pretty much just did me a solid, and I might just consider asking her out… Goodnight, y’all.

*Checks app downloads history. Sees Gameloft’s, Friendship Is Magic, game app. Two reactions are what followed * Me, as a closet Brony (1 year ago): ”This isn’t good! I’d should fix this, now!” (After a five minute attempt, before realizing that, purchased apps, have a (possibly) permanent entry in downloaded app history) “………..Ok. “ Me, today: “D’aww! Twiliy looks cute, as always, in that thumbnail! Gameloft should try alternating between Mane Six members, though...”

On the MLP wikia's page on Lauren Faust, "She is listed in the opening credits of every episode and, until the end of season three, the closing credits, and in the writing credits for Friendship is Magic, part 1 and part 2. Hasbro Studios' website lists her as the show's author, with her name misspelled as "Laurent Faust". My reaction, even if this was intentional, is in the next post. It's worth a look at, trust me!

I'm going to rest ASAP. I was stuck having three or more hallucinations; all of which were vivid pictures of playable cast members of the Smash Bros series. Two were images of Ike; he was apparently wincing at something, with his arms crossed, and the other, was him sitting on the ground with his legs crossed and sword notably appearing sheathed but sticking upwards in its scabbard.I don''t play Fire Emblem games, by the way. The last two were animated gifs of two different char...

I just saw the most blatantly bigoted and offensive website that I've seen in my life. Disturbing images, vile statements, and other horrific findings were there. I might have even seen something potentially cruel and morbid, at the same time (not checking that place again, NOPE) The hay-maker (pony pun, yay) that landed the TKO was that merchandise supporting their racist hate filled messages was being sold there. Scratch that, the tragic fact that forced the ref to stop the fight, was t...

After hearing both my sister and mother's pleas, to reconsider that my actions might be irrational and unfair towards myself (I suppose their viewpoint formed around the positives of being here that I often gloated about before Monday morning happened.) , I decided to debunk my thought-process at the time, as overreacting, and unjust toward myself. I'll continue to post and reply as constructively as I can. You'll probably get used to (or not even notice) this, but I'll be pos...

For personal, moral, and spiritual reasons, I'm banning myself from the forums of my own free will. It hurts me deeply to do this, but I feel that this is the most righteous action that I MUST take, due to how severe I view my recent and hazardous choice of action. All I can say at the moment with 100% sincerity, is that I apologize, to ALL of you for that mistake. I may return next Thursday, at the earliest. Please forgive me, while I reflect, and attempt to do the same, as well.

When the family dog, that you love and respect enough to consider him as a little brother, attempts to cuddle next to you when you sit down in the same room as him. Every time you stop rubbing his stomach to text your friends, he turns his head and looks directly at you. The second you begin rubbing his tummy again, he turns and relaxes his head back on the ground; acting almost motionless the entire time, except when occasionally exhaling.....How do I even?

I'm still enjoying my afternoon. It sucks that I have to deal with my most course-heavy college day, tomorrow. Therapy'll be during Tuesday, on the bright side of things.