Catpone Cerberus

This truly is the era of stuff happening, there's been a school shooting in Finland, but not only that, the shooter and the 3 victims are 12 year old (one dead, two "seriously injured"). 

And I feel...odd?, not sick or anything no, I'm 100% fine, in fact, I feel absolutely nothing emotionally speaking, this whole thing is so distant both figuratively and literally to me, that I have no more emotional investment to it than I have any time I hear there's a shooting in USA for example. 

Yet, I can't stop thinking about it, not anything particular about it, but just the fact that it happened, I guess one way to put it is that, it mildly bothers me in the same way that seeing something odd bothers you a while after you saw it.