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Finished the series and I will have to say overall 7.5/10. Everything is perfect except one small thing. I wish the battle/fight scene could last a little longer or more impactful. It’s seems a bit dry here and there. But the last moment when Luffy defeated Arlong, that was actually pretty epic seeing live action. They did some changes and I think those are positives changes- I don’t want to list them but here’s a good overview of the changes

https://www.cbr.com/netflix-live-action-one-piece-series-differences/
 

I love all the casts and i cannot wait for S2!! 

I enjoy them both- and when I say both, I mean adding stout beer or whisky to my coffee .  My favorite combo.

22 minutes ago, Props Valroa said:

@TBD

That is very sad and I am sorry to hear about that situation. 

It’s sucks now that I remember when she asked me if I’m married or have kids- I said to her “no and no but adopting kids would be nice.” And I guess she remembered that. She could have gone to anyone about it but she comes to me instead. She didn’t directly ask me but she was like about to cry, in a loss, and I could tell she needed desperate help or someone to take care of the child. I really felt so bad afterwards coming home- but I did promise her to help her get a lawyer for the child since I know someone who can. Hopefully that will be enough. 

If only if I have my own place to stay and have a stable life right now- I’d have willingly adopt this child. 
 

One of my coworkers had a friend who was recently killed leaving her 7 month old child motherless. The child father is over at Mexico not knowing if he will be willing to be there for the child. So my coworker is taking care of the child but tomorrow the police are going to see what they do with the child. So far the friend who passed away have no relatives and my coworker have no one who is willing to take care of the child. In my gut without hesitation - I would have love to adopt that child as my own honesty. Can’t explain why that is or this may sound like a reckless decision but I just feel its seems like right thing to do. But I wish only for the best for the kid and my worker. 

A quote “I know, but what I find interesting about him is not the psycho-ness; it’s the otherness. To me, it’s about what it’s like never to be invited to the party. We all know people who don’t make it easy for themselves, who are maybe a bit strange. But if you’re constantly ignored, or sidelined, or don’t fit in, what happens? Is it that something dark emerges? I don’t mind saying that playing him was challenging. It was very lonely.”

I’m thinking about if I ever meet Andrew Scott in person, I like to tell him that sometimes a person’s loneliness is another person’s company. He was just phenomenal as this character he casted as.

I don’t want to be anyone regrading if we are talking about celebrities. Although I would love to meet Akai manga artist for Jojo and Andrew Scott since those two are my “wake up call” inspirational person.  But for fun if my world has become hell, it would be Angel Dust. He would be the example of my unhinged self. 

• Anything vintage- like the feel of nostalgic, not a fan of the modern world.
• Noir film
• Jazz
• Harry potter
• Playing my guitar 
• Writing
• taking a walk or a hike with a nice scenery especially a garden. It felt romantic.
• Opera/classical/ broadway theater 
• Xmas/Halloween spirit 
• Season of Fall
• Going to the museum
• Reading history documentary books
• watching crime or mystery 
• playing board, chess and Pool.
• Fashion and putting on make up
• Watching  K-pop idols blog, dance practice and MV.
• Working out at the gym and the feeling after a hard work out.
• Swimming (I just love being the water)/ being at the beach.
• Shopping
• Doing any artsy projects
• Going to the movie theater 
• Listening to music 
• watching cooking/baking tutorials and traveling video. 
• Managing work business related or doing sale. Aside from me not like my workplace I love doing the business part of it. The feeling of “pitch and sale” and management always put me in a good mood especially when I’m confident it won’t go south against me. Just gonna love it when your plans all comes together and actually pays off. Which ties with getting positive feedback as a bonus.

My end goal hopefully- is wrapping everything up like getting all my shit together, put it in paper bag and throw it away. Since I’m planning to start my real estate program by the month of January. Start a fresh and new start with my life, you know? Get that engine going.  I cannot wait to set stone on this. 

Yes definitely!!  I love from K-Pop to K-hop.(hip hop) I love watching the idols vlogs and mini reality videos as well because it just makes me feel more connected to them outside the celebrity spectrum. It’s the reason why it’s hard for me to see them as “celebrities” because there are most who actually cares more about their fans and their efforts to make musics instead of caring about fames and money.

One thing that pet peeves me though, is when people would compared the boy group “boy band”, as the same the level of western “boy band” that teenagers girls/boys listen to. And same for the girls band.  No. No.NO. Huge misconception. If you guys think that is all K-pop is, then you’re not listening to the right and the good ones. Like Stray Kids, Ateez, NCT, old BTS songs, xdinary heroes,  IKon, Kard, TVXQ!, BTOB, G-Idle, ects.  
 

K-pop to me is just more than wooing over some idols as most people have the conceptual idea. It’s about listening to different music type and how their music makes you feel good/better about yourself. 

I also like the independent single artist too like Epic High, BI, DPR, Hyolyen, BiBI, Samuel Seo, and Bang Youngguk! 
 

I went to my very first concert and it was Epic High. It was one of the utmost happiest and best moments of my life. I literally got so emotional and cried while of course, rocking out at the same. It’s like meeting a old long distance friend.
 

I can go on and on about it and listing my favorite groups and songs . If anyone wants some suggestions for a good KPop/Hiphop/R&B I will be happy to hook it up for you. 

Hogwarts Legacy. Should be obvious since anything with Wizardry world/Harry potter related always makes me feel emotional. Since there are parts in the game they let you relive most of the iconic moments from the movie and the ending was just emotional and impactful. 
 

Dark Souls/Elden Ring/Bloodborne. Same creator, and the soundtrack, the bosses background stories and the graphics altogether, is just so overwhelmingly beautiful. 

Thinking about how genius I am! Found this old small art project back in 2010 and I can’t believe i actually unintentionally come up with 3D pen before it was invented 2012. I used hot glue to form and shape it. I was going to be rich-rich, I tell you-because Pustulio said so. 

Definitely have and still do! I discovered my likes and interests in writing song lyrics as a teen. Starting with poetry lessons for English class. Never was good at writing poetry when I first started since my style is more-how do I explain this-rhythmic straightforward rather than metaphorically as poetry commonly is. I have lots of things going around my head that I sometimes cannot convey in words. I would have music or beats playing in my head as I write my lyrics out first before making edits. It’s like going in a trace so it has to be at the exact moment.
 

So I have to write it all out without thinking about if it would make sense or not. Hence it’s why I’m not so well with my poetry structure because my style usually inconsistently bouncing back and forth with different type of structures instead of sticking with one. Plus to my own experience understanding, poetry takes time to write as the writers needs time to think and dig deep into their emotions in order to convey into words. Song writer as myself needs to be at the moment while writing out my lyrics. Without thinking too much or twice in what I’m putting on my paper. While I do like writing poetry but.. song lyrics is what I’m more good at. Hence it got me started to be interested in writing in general like fiction writing and screenwriting.

I did grow up watching One Piece up to 530 episodes. But stopped because I got distracted with other anime and realized that I fall far behind of it. 1000+ is a bit much to binge but maybe one day I will have the energy to pick it up. But I do like the originality and the cartoonish art that the anime bring compare to most anime. Don’t think I will ever get tired of it. 
 

I just watched 3 episodes of the live action and it does bring this sense of nostalgia feeling for me. I do enjoy it- and it was by far the best anime live action adaption since I can how much work and effort they put into it and Oda being behind of it- makes a whole lot more impact. The story is set up differently. Many OP fans would fret that it’s lacking moments from the anime, but how I see it is since it’s live action and not anime/cartoons, the setup and the story needed to be rearranged into more of a ‘mature’ realistic aspects in order to compensate into live action. If I’m making sense here. So I do appreciate the approach and the risk they took in this and it actually work out at the end eventually. The casts there was amazing not the best since there’s room for improvement but still good bringing the characters to life at the least.
 

Judging outside from the anime itself,  Im all about pirates movies or show. This feels more like one of a good pirates show(not the best) but enough to enjoy if you’re a fan of pirates. Like “The pirates of the Caribbean” vibe but without the spooks. The setting and the cultures they put altogether, really set the mood for pirates fan who is a huge pirates movie buff.  To me while watching It’s not just a anime adaptation. I think that’s why there’s something special about this series. It was able to stand on it owns whether you’re a anime watcher or not. it’s also for marketing purposes towards audiences who aren’t anime watcher- so I appreciate them doing that. I will come back for more reviews once I’m done but this is my thought so far!

Nami is my favorite character and always has been and will always will be. So Emily portraying  as her was the best thing ever. My only concern is that she’s a little too moody and need more spunk for Nami..however, it wasn’t seem like a big deal at the end. But! It’s like see/falling my crush/idol all over again! 

Also… fuck of all of the people, the last character I didn’t think I would fall for is this motherfucker.

yeah… I’m crushing him and Jeff did a marvelous job as Buggy and making less annoying and actually more intimidating and entertaining! I love theatrical psycho diva type in a villain and Jeff delivered that! He got this charm that I find it quite attractive. And that says a lot since Buggy was my least favorite because he was annoying and obnoxious.  I don’t mind goofy buggy but this performance Jeff put out, actually fit more with the setting.

14 hours ago, StarlightNyars said:

Ummm sure thing. If you already have a sales background and actually enjoy sales, then I think you should have the potential to do really well. I did not have a sales background, but communication and collaboration are going to be two key areas to improve, as you will constantly be networking as you will be speaking to clients, agents, brokers, loan officers/advisors, etc.

It's pretty interesting as from my experience there was less of a focus in general on technical knowledge and more of a focus on soft skills/people skills after getting through the exam itself. However, you will notice a large gap in the few agents that actually know what they are doing and the majority that are kind of going on the fly.

Yeah that’s what I kinda fear a bit about the “climb the ladder” gap- since I’m not a competitive person nor do I want to. It’s one of the factors that got me to be hesitant in making that decision. But at the end, no harm giving it a try. I enjoy doing sales and advising  people in about it. Hopefully that will be a good start to keep my motivation afloat as I study. I’m doing more research on it but when I do have some specific questions I will hit you a pm! 

@StarlightNyars oh my god, these are some really useful informations and pointers!! Much appreciated it a lot! It did took me a year to make such a decision to go ahead and decided on heading toward real estate. Since I have been a salesman for a corporate for 5 years now. I feel I wanted to do something different with the skills I have and expend from that. I do enjoy doing sale and managing them for the vendors though, despite of my job being crappy most of the time.  Mind if I could pm you for questions that I might or will have? Would love to hear more from someone with experience so I know what I’m getting myself into- despite of my sale’s experience. As I don’t want to come as being cocky.

Feeling good right now, I’m have decided to take an online program for real estate. I feel my true calling is business- always has been, so I’m going for it!  And well of course writing is also my calling but that would be for my backup plan for hobbies or when I’m ready to move away from doing business in the future and pick up writing afterwards:)

Here’s the updated version from my last one five years from now, which seems more accurate. My personality is INTJ. 

 

Here is more information about it

https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/type-1

“Ones believe that being strict with themselves (and eventually becoming “perfect”) will justify them in their own eyes and in the eyes of others. But by attempting to create their own brand of perfection, they often create their own personal hell. Instead of agreeing with the statement in Genesis that God saw what He had created, “and it was good,” Ones intensely feel that “It wasn’t—there obviously have been some mistakes here!” This orientation makes it difficult for them to trust their inner guidance—indeed, to trust life—so Ones come to rely heavily on their superego, a learned voice from their childhood, to guide them toward “the greater good” which they so passionately seek”.

That speaks how I am..most of the time. 
 

Health level (low): 

Level 7: Can be highly dogmatic, self-righteous, intolerant, and inflexible. Begin dealing in absolutes: they alone know "The Truth." Everyone else is wrong: very severe in judgments, while rationalizing own actions.

Level 8: Become obsessive about imperfection and the wrongdoing of others, although they may fall into contradictory actions, hypocritically doing the opposite of what they preach.

Level 9: Become condemnatory toward others, punitive and cruel to rid themselves of wrongdoers. Severe depressions, nervous breakdowns, and suicide attempts are likely. Generally corresponds to the Obsessive-Compulsive and Depressive personality disorders.

Not sure what level I would fall into but I could fall in either of the three.

I don’t want kids like my own since the marriage and the commitment part are one thing I know I won’t be planning on. However, I do like the idea of adopting a child and raise them as a single father. I can’t seem express or feel love or show affection but when it comes to a child- hits me differently in a way I can’t explain it.  Not sure I will be a good father to  them, but I  have this unexplained deep sense of care and love towards kids- maybe because they’re pure or if they happen to be a troubled one, they’ll remind me of myself. And  I would give them the kind love that is healthy and not the twisted kind I or the child experienced. 
 

Maybe the main reason why I could possibly see myself adopting a child was at least I do it out of love. My expression of being born from my parents was the sake  of ‘fucking’. Yeah I don’t have any other word to say this but for  the child I will adopt will be out of love at the least. I think there will be no relationship or fucking necessary when there’s a child out there to be adopted under my care.

It was a weird quick one. I dreamt like I was around but the 1890s and I was just resting in my home till the police came over at my place and just walk in. They’re planning to arrest me for a murder or a bank robbery (I don’t remember which) but it was for something very serious. My mom want out from the kitchen and look at me. She looks rather disappointed and I could tell she was furious.
 

Then within a second her expression changed to more like “not surprised posh” expression. I tried to give the police an explanation and then started begging that I’m not a criminal. I was clearly in denial since I do recall that I did actually committed the crime but didn’t want to get hang for it. I look at my mom hoping she will at least back me up. But instead she scoffed at me and turned to the police and said “Yes my son did committed these crime and you can take him away to be hang.” Not once after she didn’t bother to look at me. I was devastated that the fact my own mom would turn her own son away to be killed. The police took me away. 
 

It felt like a month has passed and the trial for my crime was over.  It was the day when I’m going to be sentenced to death. As I head out, my mom was there and she insisted that i should put on some nice attire. Saying that I should put it on so the people here at the “party” can like me. It was expensive nevertheless but I tried to tell her I do not want to. She made me wear it anyway. After getting dressed the police took me to a guy who’s supposedly be the one in charge for my execution. His mother was with him. Without thinking or acted out of impulse- I take his mother by the face and give her a passionate kiss on the cheek. I then tried to insist her to get in bed with me while grabbing her arm and trying to kiss her again. I was being hysterical and I did so as a mockery. Her son got furious and order the police to take me away to get the execution over with. The dream ending with me standing, ready for my final hour.

No, I do not associate myself with religions or consider myself religious. Despite of being raise in a Catholic, if it weren’t for my family, I would have stopped going to church long time ago. I do have beliefs of some sorts and cool with Jesus. However, as I said this before, times goes by and I forget to tell different between Satan and God. I could have a love/hate relationship with them both if I wanted to. Being raise and going to catholic school did shaped me up, as I was a troubled kid. But not in a way I would expect it to be.
 

From my experience, It didn’t even try to make me a better person. It’s only good for forcing me into a mold to the point it couldn’t fit anymore. So with that, being tried of all the bullshits- I literally drop it. And just do my own thing and believe what I wanted to believe in. Most societies forced people to be who you are not. Religion is one of it. And I don’t like associating myself with a society such as this. 

Ashoka. So far two episodes has been nothing original. I was hoping for this series to start off strong with Ashoka and her story, with the plot itself to be original but instead we got “Finding Ezra” plot. The series already started with Ezra as being the key important character which I feel giving the series “title” the plot already started to mislead.  I don’t give a fuck about Ezra. He was one of the unbeatable character to be begin with and the show should have killed him off. I want Ashoka. Give me Ashoka as the title says it.  The whole relationship between Sabine and Ezra really drag and killed her as the character of being strong and independent. Despite of them being seen as siblings.
 

The whole first two episodes has been me saying “cmon Sabine! You’re not a Jedi! You are not meant to be a Jedi! Stop being chained by this guy and choose your own fucking path! No one is forcing you to be a Jedi! Except for that fucking Ezra who is selfish to give you that stupid idea that you have to be one. cut off whatever about Ezra is holding you back, and be the mandalorian you’re meant to be and because… you’re hella good at! Embrace it!”

I really hope they could redeem her character she is like one of my favorite strong female character. The type she doesn’t need to be chained by some guy. I need my badass Sabine back 😭. The villains for this show started off interesting so far. I do like the route of the witchcraft and the night sister rather some old boring repetitive New republic/imperial stuff. But overall nothing over the top original but it’s descent. 5/10 so far.

I can’t believe i actually found a song that literally SPEAKS for I/me/myself 

Will Wood did an explanation for this song and it was spot on how I feel and wanted to say but couldn’t put into words. Technically in shorts what he’s saying is, screw genders type and just be you. I feel even more  better about  my identity after this song.

https://genius.com/Will-wood-i-me-myself-lyrics

I saw this video and I feel so sorry for this teacher. I’ve been in her shoes before being trouble with the police at school. And that other time when I gotten so drunk at my workplace - that lucky for me, I was able to keep my composure at the least to walk myself out without anyone noticing and able to call someone to pick me up. But this is just very traumatic and heartbreaking to watch. 
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8FTXjoF/

I would definitely be confident in homeschooling my student(s). Unlike most of my professors who have failed me, due to lack of understanding how to teach, I’ve studied and done actual research on different methods of learning/thinking progress. With that background knowledge I would be able to understand the specific needs my students would require. I would teach History, Organic chemistry/Chemistry(including labs), literature, fiction writing and screenwriting. My teaching methods will varies depending what my students needs in order to learn and comprehend the subject. I want them to enjoy the subject and not attend it for the sake of grades or whatnot.

'Cause she's watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes
It's like a bad movie
She's lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin', "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably
Tryna get the girl all the bad guys want
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want”🎶🎸