Treeglow Flicker

This picture of Yuuka Kazami is a perfect representation of what it's been like interacting with my older half brother over this past year and infact through my entire life. I try and smile and be civil, yet I am always on the verge of wanting to snap.

Not going to lie.

I might need to create a thread in the Life Advice section of the forums purely to vent within the next couple of months. Stuff that goes far beyond stuff to do with my half brother. In short, today is the one year anniversary of the start of something that has led to a lot of other stuff over the months since then.

If you should see the sudden appearance of a thread in the Life Advice forum made by me and if you're happy and in a good mood. Avoid it. Go on and enjoy your day. You have my absolute blessing to be selfish. It will literally just be a place for me to dump some personally heavy stuff and to forget about it. An exercise just to unburden my mind. Nothing more. I'm not looking for help or anything like that. It will literally just be me yelling at the sky because I have nothing else to yell at. And I do not dump this sort of thing on my friends. I'm supposed to make people laugh and smile. Not cry. Too many miserable sods on this planet as it is, without me adding to the numbers.

If you're a mod that is duty bound to check through all the threads and posts in that area of the forums. My apologies in advance for having to read it if I do end up posting it. Even if no apology is required. All the same. You have my apologies for it.

I would just write it all out in a word document and just dump it somewhere on my computer. But the truth is, a part of me wants people to see it. Even though I don't want them to see it. It just feels like a crude way of striking a balance I guess. It's either that or to start keeping it all in a little bottle.

Anyway. Just a warning about it. And if you're bloody worrying? Stop it! I'm fine! In the bigger picture of things, I've already won. Seriously, I'm sitting here with a lovely cup of tea and watching 101 Dalmatian Street again. Things are fantastic.