Pandora
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All of my pony oc’s will be up for sale ; I’m just done lol
try to maintain a server and make sure no one’s gonna be uncomfortable and always be the booman cause a) other admin never step in b) “lets not over do it” is apparently very mean / bad to say as server owner 🤕
I’ve chosen that my server will be shutdown aswell and that I’ll step off from the pony fandom. As much as I love ponies, I’m sick of being the ‘bad guy’
if you offer please don’t low ball, I have oc’s who have a worth above 500$ literally cause I dedicated time, love & effort
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it makes me feel so, so depressed..
when I try my hardest, like, the people i give art to for free, commission stuff for, give access to games etc.. ; heh ;
Spoileralso some ppl tell me all i do is make others walk on eggshells around me, all i do is just bad, i don't care for anyone, i'm cold, heck that hurts, hurts so freaking bad. All i've ever did was try to care, maybe cared too much.. and this is by bronies; heck that's why i don't feel comfortable anymore, yeah, in the past i did wrong like knowingly did wrong but that's why it's in the past. I've been working on myself a lot since then, i've learned to apologize and try to fix my ways; but.. i can't control what my brain does by the autism aspect and depressed area - the outbursts that pop up-. I've tried meds but they don't work, psychiatrist, doctor, therapists, everything.. & right now things are eating me alive inside. It doesn't look like it gets better no matter how hard i try, it's not helping that my family's not supportive in any way, no hugs, no talking.. i'm just freaking 24/7 stuck on my room with no one to talk to other than chat online > not even calling bc then i get interrogated..
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Hmmmm maybe you shouldn't give away stuff that involves money in a way.... Like games and such...
Life is hard.
You should just be yourself.
It's okay to hurt others it's unavoidable... I believe I did that to you too, once...twice....thrice...many... And I didn't mean too... But what's important is to apologize and what not.
Have you watched "good doctor" that's nice. It has very good life lessons and what not too...
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@PandoraThere is so much emotionally you're going through but.. *hugs* Its okay.. You're not alone, you're never alone, Don't give up, the Rain will pour before the Sun shines again, you are appreciated and cared for. Don't listen to things or feel doubts bringing you down, you don't have to feel stressed out to be more than what you are when you are already loved by your friends for who you are.
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