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I don't wanna scare anypony, but I think I will be a bit more quiet from now on. I'm not leaving of course <3 and not doing a break either. But things feel like they are stagnating for me, becoming boring, predictable - especially here on the forum. Being like this also made it always difficult for me to have friends, in real life or online. Even if I talk to somepony nice, life quickly becomes routine, thus boring. I even find it incredibly hard to say a simple "hello" to people or a question like "how are you?". Small talk. When it's repeated every day, I don't even feel it anymore, even if it's genuine. It literally gives me depression. That's why I sometimes say weird things here or make longer analyzing posts. I'm not a funny person, it's all about variety for me. That's also why I avoid most media too, movies, music and all that. I'm an adventurer, I'm more of a creative person, I want to get stimulated - I neeeed variety. A normal life would be my biggest nightmare.
I'm not sure if anypony can relate, but if so, how do you handle this stuff? How do you keep friendships exciting? I love my friends and people, but I'm basically burned out of things to say...