Ganaram Inukshuk

Sometimes I wonder... Am I the only one who has NO FRIENDS from over 8 years ago? I mean the people I knew long before that I don't even talk to anymore.. And I see stories about best friends forever and ages, and people having friends they knew since like preschool or elementary school, and I don't have that, online or off.. That just shows how much of a social failure I am... Two reasons why I don't have any more.. A, either they just drop me like a rock, or B, we just lose contact and eventually stop talking altogether. I guess... I dunno. it's kinda hard to think about...

busy day at work. as usual. holidays are the time for people to buy stuff, return stuff, yell at people, steal, shop lift, and be people. well... yeah. now it's cold outside

Whelp.. Got a new laptop today, this time it is a gaming laptop instead of the other way around. Now I can hopefully do games. May be budget end of the spectrum, but I don't think I need more than that.

This is going to be my first thanksgiving without my family this year after moving out. (Exception of my sister as I saw her yesterday) and I have to work later today a big black friday sale. Going to be an interesting day, and going to spend the beginning of it mainly by myself.

I have to be at work in two hours.. and all I can say is today is going to drag on.. Being depressed doesn't help either

Meh.. Life sucks, especially when you are me... Apparently some people I work with don't like me doing customer service at work, A supervisor and a couple others that work in the area, so either they want to avoid putting me in the place I want to learn so I can move up, or the regular workers make up stories like I did something totally wrong to try to prevent me from getting up there... It's like... just because I have autism and am just a bit different then you means I am not capable of being more than the lowest of the low? It's like a glass ceiling, a social one cause I feel like I can never be more than entree level on anything because of how I act. I really need a new job... Customer service isn't my thing... Somehow I don't think anything is my thing...

Seriously Ganny, I appreciate it. *hugs* ^\~\^

Seriously Ganny, I appreciate it. *hugs* ^\~\^

boop

boop

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Any better, Cinny-Minny?

Oh hey... Now I'm a bunny.

Happy day after Halloween/Beginning of American Thanksgiving Season :3

Today's the day! Best day of the year. <3

I probably should have went to the doctor weeks ago, I have bronchitis, so that explains why I have been coughing way too much.

One more day and I can vote, woo I guess. :v

Good evening! Just gave my life out on stage, and didn't fail!

Willing for any hugs before I pass out. -w-

Zzzzzz... -.-

First full week living on my own with roommates/friends. Going to take time getting used to how things work. Sure is going to be different than living with my parents.

I dunno if /i can even be here anymore on a usual basis. My snuggles/huggles feel worthless, my former friends are leaving, anything I try ended up completely falling apart (i.e. my dad feud with @Jeric), and my love of the ponies has finely been mined to it's limit. 

Sorry that I haven't been on for a while, and that I'm not using my usual cute little emotes, but I'm not feeling as bubbly as I try to be while online. So... I might be retiring boop pony altogether due to the non-reaction. As well as continue on my hiatus. 

It might be the sadness talking, but if I leave for good, then keep the chair in good hands. It is comfy.

-sigh- I wish I could have as much social interaction as all my friends... They all have their own groups they hang out with now and I am not a part of those other groups so when they want to do things with them I kinda just well... Sit alone I guess. I really have no "circle" that I am a part of, so I tend to myself very often these days, I haven't really been thinking about it much lately but now I kinda feel meh about being by myself when I really don't want to be and TRY not to be... Well.. That's the end of this negative message, just kinda venting my feelings I guess.

Good morning~ ^^

I woke up with such a good morning. Then, I heard that another Linkin Park singer died yesterday. /);~;(\

Cinny is dead, not big surprise.