Ganaram Inukshuk

The character I'm talking about, I'm funnelling every frustration I've ever had in my life into her character development. Which ones? Impossible to say. I wanna elaborate on her more, though. The other character I have, I had to rewrite his backstory several times, and it's currently at "his entire family died in a fire and now his aunt lives with him". The other other character I have, he's me and his backstory should line up more or less with my significant life events. The other other other character I have, he's the only character who was designed appearance-first, not personality-first; he's also the only character whose cutie mark was recycled from a class project and it's his cutie mark that I secretly hide in nearly every image I've ever made. Also, imagine a perpetually angery but still functional kirin (not a nirik just yet but technically nirik). Also imagine a changeling who regularly prefers being in a pony form. Alright, here's her (proposed and nonexhaustive) dark philosophies: "You either understand me or you don't; there is no in-between." "Asking me whether I trust you is enough to make me lose all trust in you." "All it takes is one mistake for everyone (she also hates ponycentric pronouns) to hate you." "It's better to never say anything than to be misunderstood." I could go on spitballing ideas to see which ones are good. By spitball, I mean throwing stuff (spitballs, spaghetti noodles, whatever else is sticky) on a figurative wall and seeing which one stick.

And I still can't properly explain anything... Umm, ghosting; you ghost everyone you know because you either can't trust them or you can't trust yourself enough to be with them, but when you do, you run away and start a new life with a new name. I'm trying to design a character who is on an insane level of distrust; basically pushing out anyone who offers help and insisting on doing everything herself, and never explaining her motives or reasoning to anyone. Worse: she firmly believes her happiest days are behind her and never does anything enjoyable and she wants to suppress everything about her past because it reminds her of a happy moment that can never happen again. She's also fairly young so her reasoning doesn't have to make sense either; psychological barriers are a pita in the backside. Why is she so distrustful? I'll get to that later. My other side idea is a changeling and kirin who became friends, but both of them have to disguise themselves as ponies because ponies are still a little freaked out about changelings and kirins are too awesome. My other other side idea is when is it justifiable for a unicorn to wear mechanical wings? EDIT: oh yeah, when she realises why she is, she ditches the only friend who ever knew her the most because she realised how much of a headache she was to her friend; leaving was the best thing she can ever do to her friend.

Also, how is this a song for studying when it's feels-inducing? I never got my feels trip permission slip signed... https://youtu.be/8d7F5ikbajU Hold on: a happy ending at the expense of the protagonist; something i thought for a while and felt like me; when your absence is more beneficial than your prescense...

Or they talk it over with some Taco Bell.

Glimmy refusing to un-bugify Trixie... You also can't write a happy ending when you forgot what happy is. The next best things are vindication, satisfaction, justice, crunchwrap supreme from Taco Bell, humor, and open-endedness.

Is it cruel to deny a happy ending?

The idea was more or less suggested to me several pages back: Glimmy gets mad at Trixie and turns her into a bug. Thing is, do I want Thorax to witness that...?

I overslept. Yay. I also have an idea of what to do with Trixiebug, but...

Yeah, due to time constraints, I may be unable to participate in this event... (I've just been way too busy this week.)

Umm, here's a Kirincellus then...

Sometimes I go into Photoshop and do ALT + Middle Click to pan thinking it's Cinema 4D. Then I go back to Blenderp and do the same thing there. Should I follow-up/refine that one instance where I Kirincellus'd?

Umm... If I drew Ocellus as a kirin, is that a species swap or a changeling transformation?

Pew-Pew-Nick?

Can I invoke the RTX meme?