Emotional Thoughts

[Lnx1ynight16 1,580]

 

The last day of classes is approaching. The School of Friendship is holding an end of year party for their students. Although the Young 6 still have one more year to go, they are still invited to the end of year party. After all, it isn’t a graduation party for the senior friendship students. However, one member of the young 6 didn’t want to go to the party. That being Smolder.

This is out of character of Smolder as she’s very extroverted. It would be more like Ocellus to not go, but even then she went. Smolder didn’t told the Young 6 that she wouldn’t be going to the party as she didn’t want to let them down. Instead, she went to the field nearby the School of Friendship and laid down as she witnessed the beginning of a sunset.

As soon as Smolder arrived at the field, she cried. She had been emotional for the past couple of weeks because although she doesn’t graduate until next year, she is still very worried and anxious about what she’ll do after she graduates. Smolder had been holding in her feelings, especially in front of her friends because she didn’t want to worry them. She also had been feeling like she let everyone down, including her girlfriend, Silverstream. She especially didn’t want to let her down.

As Smolder doesn’t like crying in front of other people, she is alone at the field as the sun continues to set. She continues to think she let everyone down, but after the sun is nearly gone, she realizes that she hadn’t been a burden and didn’t let anyone down. Smolder also felt that she should’ve told her friends how she’d felt for the past couple weeks so she wiped her tears and went to the end of the year party.

Of course Smolder told her friends how she’d felt and they were understanding and comforting her, especially Silverstream. Smolder is thankful that she has good friends like the Young 6.

[Street Light 322]

we all get caught up in our feelings like that sometimes. Our minds circling back and forth to convince ourselves of things that aren't true, or riddled with half-truths. smolder has a lot of growing up to do, but then again, so do we all. She has a good support structure, and that's priceless uwu

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54 minutes ago, Street Light said:

we all get caught up in our feelings like that sometimes. Our minds circling back and forth to convince ourselves of things that aren't true, or riddled with half-truths. smolder has a lot of growing up to do, but then again, so do we all. She has a good support structure, and that's priceless uwu

Thanks, part of the reason I made this drawing is because I suffer from anxiety myself. Although my anxiety isn’t as bad as it used to be, it’s still there. Sometimes I still have these thoughts, but thankfully I have a good supportive family and friends.