Finesthour 7,289 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 (edited) Loneliness Sometimes it feels like the world is out to hurt me. Why are others allowed happiness, while I am left with sadness? It seems like there is no one out there for me, no one for me to give my love. I just sit at home, wondering why I am cursed as I am. I am too shy to talk to girls, yet I used to be able to. Now whenever I see women, I see monsters who are out to destroy my heart. As that is the only thing that has been happening to me. I have put my heart on the line for so many people. And it get returns on a silver platter, crushed into dust. There is a terrible emptyness that is growing within my heart. A feeling I wish I could fill. I try to fill it in with other things, but the hole only get's bigger. I wish someone could understand my cry for help. I wish someone would understand that I want to love. The world is out to destroy me. And, much to my dismay. I fear it may be working. Edited December 24, 2011 by Kurtiss Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shankveld 4,952 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 Feeling this right now - *hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Finesthour 7,289 December 23, 2011 Author Share December 23, 2011 Feeling this right now - *hugs* Meh, this feeling is always eating away at my soul. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Rarity Pony 4,894 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 I don't really know what to say :/ Makes me sad :'( LRP's opinions are subject to change without notice. Fees and penalties still apply. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Finesthour 7,289 December 23, 2011 Author Share December 23, 2011 I don't really know what to say :/ Makes me sad :'( Meh, I don't know what to say either <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arylett Charnoa 4,919 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 Awwww... I definitely know how you feel. I'm glad though that you could at least get in touch with your feelings, and write them in the form of this touching poem. It really struck a cord with me, and I'm sure it'll strike a cord with a lot of others too. Which means you're not alone in your feeling. I know how much it hurts. The loneliness has eaten at me for years. Even with friends, I still feel lonely sometimes. I can't really sit here and tell you that it gets better, and to hope for better things, because that just sounds cliched and I know how empty I feel inside when people tell me. All I can say though is that you are definitely not alone, and I feel for you. If you ever want somebody to talk to though, I am here. Even if you don't really know me that much at all. Aether Velvet is the name of the OC in my avatar. Drawn by me. Deviantart Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Finesthour 7,289 December 23, 2011 Author Share December 23, 2011 Awwww... I definitely know how you feel. I'm glad though that you could at least get in touch with your feelings, and write them in the form of this touching poem. It really struck a cord with me, and I'm sure it'll strike a cord with a lot of others too. Which means you're not alone in your feeling. I know how much it hurts. The loneliness has eaten at me for years. Even with friends, I still feel lonely sometimes. I can't really sit here and tell you that it gets better, and to hope for better things, because that just sounds cliched and I know how empty I feel inside when people tell me. All I can say though is that you are definitely not alone, and I feel for you. If you ever want somebody to talk to though, I am here. Even if you don't really know me that much at all. You wrote a poem,about a poem, for a poem. INCEPTION Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nah 3,182 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 This is a great poem Pinkie, I see how you feel, and thats me right now too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Demi 545 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 Srsly, what's with all the depressed bronies in this thread? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Finesthour 7,289 December 23, 2011 Author Share December 23, 2011 Srsly, what's with all the depressed bronies in this thread? Lolol, Depression is everywhere. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skar 324 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 Yep, this feeling gets to me too. D: Sig made by Yours Truly. Want one of your own? PM Me! I've made some pretty awesome backgrounds. Check em' out! http://deviantdalton.deviantart.com/ Check it out my first song! http://mlpforums.com...887#entry453887 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PaperBagWizard 7 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 i feel the same way very well written! By paperbagwizzard at 2011-12-26 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Legit101 300 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 Depression, depression everywhere. . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
L-PinkVsD-Pink327 177 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 That is why I intend to stay alone (As in a couple relationship) throughout my life. Too many storys of broken hearts and couples scareing me off. At this point I see love as a gamble you just can't win. So I intend not to play that game. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
D1SC0RD 987 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 (edited) ): Finest, my heart goes out to you. Look at the readers of your fanfiction. You are giving them hope and inner faith, which seems to have yet be found within yourself. I'm quite honestly in the same boat, but for different reasons. If you ever want to talk, or even if you just need to vent, don't hesitate to send me a message. I know you barely know me, but I'm being serious. I'm here for you. Send a message whenever you need someone, okay? I know you can get through this. Edited December 23, 2011 by D1SC0RD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FlutterDie 0 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 (edited) =D =D How long did this take? Edited December 23, 2011 by FlutterDie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Magi 16 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 I'm going to say what a lot of others have said in this thread already. We feel your pain, reading this though put a smile on my face. The reason for that being that I did (and sometimes still do) the same thing. Here is one from a few years back, http://srax-zolak.deviantart.com/art/Isolated-Alone-and-Insane-132434518?q=gallery%3Asrax-zolak%2F5400683&qo=6 I hope it brings you some comfort. From my experience so far it doesn't become better. It does however teach you. If you want a Brony to talk to, just to vent, or want some advice I am also open. Don't be shy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Finesthour 7,289 December 23, 2011 Author Share December 23, 2011 That is why I intend to stay alone (As in a couple relationship) throughout my life. Too many storys of broken hearts and couples scareing me off. At this point I see love as a gamble you just can't win. So I intend not to play that game. I do not want that, at all. I want to be with someone that will love me. ): Finest, my heart goes out to you. Look at the readers of your fanfiction. You are giving them hope and inner faith, which seems to have yet be found within yourself. I'm quite honestly in the same boat, but for different reasons. If you ever want to talk, or even if you just need to vent, don't hesitate to send me a message. I know you barely know me, but I'm being serious. I'm here for you. Send a message whenever you need someone, okay? I know you can get through this. How so? It is just a fanfiction. =D =D How long did this take? About 3 minutes. I'm going to say what a lot of others have said in this thread already. We feel your pain, reading this though put a smile on my face. The reason for that being that I did (and sometimes still do) the same thing. Here is one from a few years back, http://srax-zolak.de...%2F5400683&qo=6 I hope it brings you some comfort. From my experience so far it doesn't become better. It does however teach you. If you want a Brony to talk to, just to vent, or want some advice I am also open. Don't be shy! Meh, comfort is hard to come by these days. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
L-PinkVsD-Pink327 177 December 23, 2011 Share December 23, 2011 I do not want that, at all. I want to be with someone that will love me. I never said for you or anyone else not to look for love, I was just saying why I will probably never look for it myself. I wish you the best of luck in finding a life mate. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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