writing Do not believe...

[Ferret Girl 2,642]

Deeper still into the furrows of my mind I find solitude from a nonexistent dimension.

I find that which proves itself unreal is beyond measure in the greatest of worlds.

Deeper still beyond my sanity, beyond witt and reason.

Later you will find that all is just what you want.

All is nothing in a sense of gratitude for a dissipating personality.

Just what do you expect to find in this cavern?

Seek no further and you will find yourself wanting more.

Seek farther into this unkown and never return.

Why do I bother to educate you masses?

This life will soothe no wound I feel.

I am harrassed by the unexplained and untrue.

I am a victim of self derived punishment of the highest standard.

What does this make me to the nonexistent world.

I am nothing more than a free will amongst puppets.

This to no end derives my insanity.

There shall be no rainbow in my time.

No exception of grace left for me by those who came before.

I am alone in a world of billions.

This is why I seek nonexisting parameters of utmost capability.

I am not a truth.

I am not a saint.

There shall be no forgiveness in my time of living.

When the candle flickers to black I shall fade.

I shall leave no legacy or tale of heroic deeds.

I sought that which is not possible.

I left my life for another.

I further ventured into the cavern and lost myself amongst everything.

I ask myself to belive it was real so that may live on knowing I have not dreamed.

Do not ask of yourself what you cannot give.

Do not seek farther into the cavern of a mind that cannot be spoken with.

Never believe it was all real lest you end up like me.

Do not believe...

 

Do not believe that this is all you are, a slave to your mind, a meaning without words to speak, a sindle ash burning its last. This is not you. Do not believe.

 

 

-David Favret