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CTAM after 1 million  

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  1. 1. What should happen after 1 million is reached?

    • Start over at 1
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    • Keep counting to infinity (count to the next million(s))
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    • Count back down to 1 (then back up)
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    • Other (pm or mention if you'd like)
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I lost my dad 5 years ago. That's the thing that still hurts me the most, and I'll never get over it. I just can't.

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The thing that sucks even more is, in my family, there's one person per generation that dies way too young. My grandmother passed away at 42 from a heart attack. My dad passed at the age of 44.


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"I'd rather trust and regret, than doubt and regret."

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I don't mean to be bumming anyone out or airing my dirty laundry, so to speak.

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It hurts me still, because he passed on Father's Day, 2009. He decided to take his life that day. The thing that makes it even worse, is that I could have prevented it.


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I'm so sorry, Smash. :( But that's alright. Maybe it would help if you made a thread in the Life Advice section about it?

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@Sea: Well, it's not something I say all the time..

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My parents were divorced for a few years at that point, and I was going back to see my mother the day before, and then go see my dad again the next day for Father's Day. All I had to say was "no," and I could have prevented it. Instead, I went to see my mom, expected to see my dad the next day, and instead found out he hung himself.

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God this hurts. I hate talking about my past because of how much it pains me to do so.


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I don't think that would do any good, Swirly, but I appreciate the idea. I'm just so beat up and pained, that I don't know if I will be able to find love.


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Beurk.....

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I hate to sound like a buzzkill, but this thread was warned for having too many personal issues in it before :/ .

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Most people don't know what to say.

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I'll probably never get over it. I just try to ignore it and move on.

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I was just thinking that. @sea


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Da'www :squee:!!

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