Count to a million

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

172993

[Sonic Shimmer 4,132]

172,994

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

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Hi 27.

[Sonic Shimmer 4,132]

172,996

 

Hi Base!

 

You guys doing okay?

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

172997

 

I'm doing a bit better than yesterday. Still worried though.

 

 I really wish Rising would just show up already. Even if just to leave a status update telling us what's up.

[Overdrive 5,366]

172998

[Sonic Shimmer 4,132]

172,999

 

Good to hear you're feeling better.

 

Hello Smash!

Edited September 23, 2014 by SonicRainboom27

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

173000

 

I'll admit that maybe I became a bit too reliant on Rising being here. Just that I'm so used to talking to him when I feel upset. So, having him vanish...

 

 I don't know. I'm not good with this kind of thing. He kinda became my best friend and having him just disappear so suddenly with me having no way to contact him...

[Overdrive 5,366]

173001

 

Hey 27

 

Crap, lost my train of thought again.

Edited September 23, 2014 by Smash N Dash

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

173002

 

I wish I had more people I could talk to like that or something...

 

 Now I'm just venting here again and it's not even really working all that well.

[Overdrive 5,366]

173003

 

You're caught in a cycle. You keep coming back to it, which keeps unnerving you. You need to break the cycle.

[Sonic Shimmer 4,132]

173,004

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

173005

 

It's hard not to come back to it though.

 

 He's my best friend. And I have literally no way to know if he's alright or not...That's scary to me. Really scary. Like worst nightmare kind of scary.

 

 He could literally just vanish. Never come back at all, and I'd have no way to know why.

Edited September 23, 2014 by PrincessBase

[Overdrive 5,366]

173006

[Sonic Shimmer 4,132]

173,007

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

173008

 

I'm guessing nobody knows what to say?

 

 Can't blame you. I have that problem too.

[Overdrive 5,366]

173009

 

It's difficult to put into words. Emotion can't really be captured by just worded descriptions.

Edited September 23, 2014 by Smash N Dash

[Sonic Shimmer 4,132]

173,010

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

173011

 

I find it easier to put into words on a screen than to say out loud. I have a hard time explaining myself when I talk.

 

 But even then it's hard to describe. I'm just scared really. I haven't had any friends in a long while, and the ones I did have weren't really "Friends" since they didn't really know me all that well.

 

 This place was my first attempt to make new ones, and it actually worked. So having someone I've grown to consider my best friend just...not be here is scary to me. I'm not used to this kind of thing. I know it's my problem, even if it's not necessarily my fault. But I have no idea how to deal with it.

[Overdrive 5,366]

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I've got to head back to class. I'll be back.

[Sonic Shimmer 4,132]

173,013

[BastementSparkle 20,326]

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See ya Smash.

[Moonlit_Night 223]

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[BastementSparkle 20,326]

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Hello Doctor!

[Moonlit_Night 223]

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Do I know you?