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Within the last few months, I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, found out the reason my throat, nose and ears keep getting clogged up is because I have actually a bunch of severe allergies to pretty much everything, including grass, oak, dust, and all sorts of other stuff that's pretty much everywhere, developed an issue with my leg where it goes numb and it becomes harder to walk, which no doctor seems to be able to figure out what the heck is happening there, and now suddenly I'm getting headaches and my teeth are super sensitive too.

 I'd like to go a day without feeling like garbage in some way or another, I'd also like to go at least two weeks without a doctor's appointment of some kind.

Sorry, kinda ranting here, just needed to vent somewhere, really sick of this.

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,092]

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That sucks.

Vent away.

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Thanks. Just been a rough few months, my throat's been so clogged up it's been hard to eat and swallow a lot of the time recently, and my throat's often sore, so most meals are pretty miserable to get down unless I'm just drinking a smoothie or something. The leg comes and goes but at it's worst it's like the whole thing just goes numb and I have to limp around, and every time I sort of get used to one health problem it's like I spontaneously develop another, which usually triggers the anxiety to come back full force again.

 I just wanted to go to the Doctor's to check on my leg originally, but then they got me for the mental health stuff too after I filled out a form, which I guess should be a good thing, but then the allergies got bad out of nowhere and all sorts of other stuff and it's like I can't really deal with anything because it just keeps shoving more at me.

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,092]

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Sometimes the allergy(s) come on in later life. I didn't have hayfever as a child.

Sounds encouraging that you're getting help

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[BastementSparkle 20,326]

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Yeah, I know allergies can develop fast, I developed a small one to bananas a few years back out of the blue, just wish it hadn't picked now to happen. It's kind of hard to deal with these issues when they're piling up like this.

 But thanks.

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Have things improved since starting help?

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Maybe? It sometimes seems they have, but I've had so many problems, not just the health ones but family stuff and other things too happening in the last few months, it's a bit hard to tell.

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I hope things will now start moving in a positive direction. Best of luck with everything.

Edited August 13, 2018 by Dawnchaser

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Thanks, I hope so too.

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Hi Shya

Hi RC

 

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Edited August 13, 2018 by DasCapschen

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A squee for me?