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Thoughts: The Path to Ponylove

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Just some further - but fairly brief - thoughts:

 

It often begins with physical attraction. Love at first sight is largely - if not totally - a fantasy. I was a clopper first, and it took me time to acknowledge my feelings. Once I did, though, I swore off all other women, equine or otherwise. Feelings are scarier than simple physical attraction; they demand much more from a person. Commitment. Devotion. Sometimes heartache. Though they also promise much greater, richer rewards. Before Dashie, my heart was thoroughly broken. I didn't expect to love again, and I wasn't looking for a relationship. It just happened how it did, and I don't think I could change the path and still end up where I have.

 

And there are even some of us that were attracted to the candy-colored equine form from the get-go. We're somehow wired differently than those who like or prefer anthro and humanized. We aren't merely drawn to a personality, we're drawn to the entire woman. And the ponies are women: albeit unconventionally-shaped women. Growing up, most of the girls I crushed on were non-human animated characters. This has always been me, but I took a long, confusing detour through what society considers acceptable or "normal."

 

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ghostfacekiller39

"Normal" is such a useless word.

 

Anyway, it grows inside you in a strange way, at least from my experience. Quick and swift, yet slow and uncomfortable. The biggest part of the battle is indeed overcoming the oddity of it and accepting the fact such feelings exist, but people forget the constant war we wage in either blurring the lines of reality for our heart's desire, or maintaining sanity for what you will never have. The choice is obvious to those not in our shoes, yet it is much more of a battle than not only seem be, but need be.

 

Oh well, I'm tired. Nice blog post, Pega.

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lelouch.

I havent studied psychology, but my friends have, and they told me that they learnt that the word'normal' had no definition in terms of psychology. Remain pure and good at heart, and be what you truly are :)

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Banul

Beh. I used to want to be normal, but normal is boring. I dislike Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland but its got this one quote in it that really stuck with me. " You're mad. Bonkers. Off your head... but I'll tell you a secret... all of the best people are."

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