Just like the title says. For christmas I got one dead Grandma. Nothing else. My uncle came over Christmas day saying we can't use any of my grandma's money and that he will have to pull all of her money from the banks. I dont really have an interest in living anymore. I wont have a family to come home to. I wont have a home to come home to, but at least i have a job.

I wish I could live with a group of bronies in a big house, but that will never happen. I dont know if I can use internet anymore, so this year might be the last year for me on the site. I hope it isnt because I have met some really awesome people on here.

Half of me thinks im over reacting, while the rest of me thinks that im not reacting enough. Maybe my life will only go uphill from here...or maybe....i havent even hit the bottom yet.

People around me say that i need to hang in there and tough it out....easy for them to say...they have never gone through what i am going through.

Since day one, my home was all I knew. It was a place for comfort, stress relief and warm memories. I am 23 now, and yes while some people have already have a college degree,i have been busy trying to fight for mine. I know everyone does, but one class i had doesnt want to give me a passing grade no matter how many times I try to re-submit a paper they claim they never got.

I have also been fighting with every place that was looking for new employee's to get a job there. They always said that I was gonna be great for their store...but never a call back. I finally got a job, but im not making enough money to get a place of my own.

Someone take me to Equestria ;_;