If you don't get why I'm losing interest in MLP, it's just because the free time I had for ponies is now dedicated to my tulpa's development. And I find it much more exciting and rewarding than just watching cartoon ponies and wishing to live with them.
Sorry, I mistook this status for yet another one of those statuses/threads in which somebody wants to abandon the show and fandom because other people are doing something they don't like.