Rebel the Wolfgirl

Can't really help you there, buddy. All I can say is, nothing's perfect. I grew up Christian, and despite believing in their own "moral superiority", I've seen plenty of modern-day Christians do things that don't reflect the teachings of what they are suppose to believe. It's part of why I became agnostic. Having a belief system, I've found, can be a great starting point in life, but you still have to carry your own weight across the finish line. One way or another, you have to find your own way.

@Samurai Equine Thanks. So what does my problem lie in, do you think?

@Blivy I'm sorry I snapped at you like that. I'm calmer now.

I'm not sure, honestly. I am willing to talk about it with you one-on-one. However, keep in mind that I'm not really licensed or anything to give people that kind of direction in life. So if I say anything or offer any advice, please take it with a grain of salt.