Rory

are you fucking kidding me your the one who asked do you know how it feels to know that one day i could come home and my mom just gone yeah its worse for her i know it is but basically what your saying is that if she dies oh well not my problem.

That isn't at all what I am saying. I was just advocating a bit of empathetic though in regards to how these things are affecting them. Anyway if you do plan on killing yourself, at least wait until your mom passes. Doing it prior would just make that chemo treatment awful.

don't worry she is going to die soon anyway wont affect her to much.