Samurai Heavy

Number of people who care: 0

Number of people who don't care: (Let X Represent The Population of Earth) X

Then again, I doubt any of you care... Nobody ever does.

From what I learned here. If you aren't popular, then you are a nobody. Sad, but true. I care though.

if you need to talk send me a message mate im here if you need me

D: DON'T DO ANYTHING SILLY! Drop me a PM and I can talk about this with you the best I can *hugs*

Suicide is not the answer to anything. It'll cause more problems than it's worth. You'll hurt more than you realize, for instance.

Well, the false hope isn't there, so I'll wait another 20 minutes. Maybe I'll reconsider if something helpful is actually said to me.

Forget it. I'm willing to accept simply being acknowledged at this point, so I at least know I exist from more than my own perspective.

Hey! Morning from the UK, someone always cares you're alive (: *hugs* Have a nice night!

You know what you do then? I've been through the same thing you have, believe it or not. Do you know what you do when you feel like this? You power the BUCK through it. And if you still feel like crap, you power the BUCK through it again. And you keep powering through it, until it's over. Yes, eventually your pain will end. It could be tomorrow, it could be a month from now, but you just need to push through it all until it's over. Then you're free as a bird, and it feels amaz...

amazing.

I've been putting up with it for 8 months, and it's been constantly going downhill. There's no end in sight, and I can only last so long.

I just don't see any point in going on from here.

Remember when Chuck Norris jokes were actually funny?

Me neither.

It's probably only because a lot of people might be asleep right now. I'm working on replying to your topic at the moment.

And, please don't commit suicide. That's never an option. There is always a way to solve whatever you are going through in life without killing yourself.

I am currently in the process of typing out a reply to your post. Don't give up! There are many people that care about you and want you to feel better and succeed.

Why don't you just convince yourself anyway?

Apparently I worded that incorrectly.

Just another reason to set my clock ahead 5 minutes.

hey if your feeling down and want to chat with someone Ill chat with ya just let me know

The whole "if you want to chat" scenario has been done with me too many times for it to really have much of an effect anymore.

I'm sorry, but I know that it will only be a microscopic amount of relief for barely even a split second, so I have to decline.

alright then

Also, I recommend reading this: http://metanoia.org/suicide/

I'm not exactly convinced that I'm worth any more than I was 40 minutes ago.

Oh look. Time is nearly expired.

I'm 3 minutes late. I would say that it's a possibility for us to meet in whatever afterlife there might be, but I'm not sure.

Also, SCS. I'm giving you a B for effort, but that still didn't help.

Stop it....just stop it. Re-read what you just said. I'm tired of all these people who think they aren't worth a damn when really they are. Everyone is worth a damn...if non of us did, non of us would be here. You are obviously cared for...you may not know me, but I care, especially the precious life of another. YOU ARE PRECIOUS, AND WE WANT YOU TO STAY.

The stupid thing though? The second all of this is said and done, I go RIGHT BACK to never being acknowledged, never feeling accomplished for anything or motivated to do anything for that reason, and my feeling of self-worth vanishes, if it was even there to begin with.

That's a ridiculous assumption...I once told someone that you can't just be acknowledged, you have to make yourself acknowledged! You have to make yourself motivated and put your mind to whatever your goal in life is. Don't even dare comeback and say that you have no goals or future...because you do! I do. If I can aim high for my future, you can too. Never give up...that's all I have to say. Pain ends.

It's becoming increasingly apparent that I'm not going to end up skipping the 3rd to last phase. I might not even move on from it this time.

Not exactly what I mean by "None of you care".

The fact that there were no replies to a status of mine doesn't bug me...

It's just the fact that there were no replies to THAT status.

Because such a subject is sensitive and I highly doubt anybody here is properly qualified to help you with your life problems.

Even so, I still need at least SOME form of help, even if in the end it's not even REMOTELY helpful.

I'm beginning to feel abandoned and worthless to such an extent that I can't even motivate myself to perform simple tasks such as walking out of the room.

Um... hi?