Yeah I walk along the road of 'I am pretty sure there is one person who likes me, but most people think I'm stuck up' road. If I asked a guy that has known me for a while he would probably say, 'Yes, she has a bad temper and she is hard to deal with,'
And though people can get easily ticked off, I personally think I take that to the next level. I am the kind of person who takes what people say very seriously, and then regrets it in the end. I have started to realize that my bad attitude is just driving people further away from me. And a few times one of my friends said to me, and I will never forget what she said to me since this got me REALLY concerned. "If you keep acting this way, you will have NO friends" I certainly got even madder when she said that.
It is scary to hear that you may have no friends.
That is true, if they can't stand me for even one second, then what business do I have with them. Though, I think there is about one person who will accept me hopefully. But I am still wavering on that, because the person that will see you for who you are, instead of the appearance or the money, is hard to find. But I think that once you find them, their worth really shines.
I am sure you will find a person that likes you for who you are, instead of your appearance! There is always that one person who shines out from the rest when it comes finding love. The person that shines and shows that they are worth one ounce of your love, is the person that is right for you!
And since I just don't get along with a good percentage of the guys I know, I just choose to try and steer away from them, but I will come in and say something about what they are doing if it is like driving me insane (Yes I am that kind of person I knit-pick at people until the point they can't stand me. Without realizing what I am doing)
I am just glad that at least one or two guys can look at me and not think, 'Wow is she rude!'
And it is the same with true friends, if they can prove that they are willing to stick by you, no matter who you are, is a real friend. a REAL friend will open up to you and give you advice. And hopefully show you a new way of thinking! And most importantly, they will let you cry on their shoulder when the going gets though!