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  1. 碇 シンジン
    I decided to practise some css for my upcoming school project

    I put this style out in https://userstyles.org/styles/113021/mlp-forums-purple if someone wants to test it out You can install it there by downloading stylish from https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/stylish/fjnbnpbmkenffdnngjfgmeleoegfcffe?hl=en
     

     
    I know its bit weird but i tried to put it so you dont have to scroll so much on the index page. If you want the normal index page delete everything after line 897
     
    If you have any suggestions for improvement im happy to hear them
     
    EDIT:
     
    I changed this a bit better and removed the hovering thing It's now just a normal Purple skin =)
  2. 碇 シンジン
    I probably shouldnt let the small things interfere with my well being but seeing that the follower system is pretty much screwed is kinda irritating me to the point that im not sure if i can make reasonable decisions so im trying to not to do anything for a while and see how things will turn out.
    It kinda irritated me before in the old system and now seeing that i could've fixed it in the old system and i just chose to  run away kinda makes it even more irritating as im not even sure if it can be fixed anymore other than poniverse getting more stuff  behind the site
    so im just going to be here and somewhere not really doing anything since it irritates me and kinda just trying to stay calm though i dont know really what i can do anymore othar than really stop caring but i really feel that i care about it more than i should.
    I've been trying to think around it in different perspectives and point of views but i cant really find a solution my previous decision was that i kinda dropped my activity on the site and kinda was away from here for a while though there were other circumstances that led to that decision too but i think this was the last nail in the coffin back then.
    I thought the site update would provide me with a new start but as im seeing now it only made my situation worse and im not sure how to react to that because i really like the new update as far as the mechanics and the Layout go and i wanted to be part of this community again. I really wouldnt want to let this issue to make me so unsatisfied with the site again so much that i go inactive again.
    This  site has helped me so much over the years and i've progressed a lot from when i first joined here and i've met lot of good friends and i really shouldn't be feeling like this over something that is very insignificant when you are looking at the bigger picture, but i cant really help how i feel about these things and  there is a conflict between my feeling and the reasonable thught and i m not sure what is the outcome.
    I dont know if writing this helps me but usually it has helped me when i shared my thought or feeling and i can have peace in my mind after that .
     
  3. 碇 シンジン
    One of my favorite artists plotcore, I would describe his style as slightly sketchy and fuzzy yet he can still produce incredible detail in his art.
     
    Some of my favorites of his works
    http://plotcore.deviantart.com/art/Potential-588091634
    This I used for the longest time as my wallpaper, very powerful image and pleasant to look at. Her lovely captivating eyes glowing with her magic, and her mane and tail waving through the air due to the sheer power of her magic, This all is rendered beautifully and the background with the snowy magical atmosphere really brings it all together in a brilliant piece.
     
    http://plotcore.deviantart.com/art/comfycore-630034498
    Very captivating and cute portrait, for me the main attraction are the glasses and the unique hairstyle plus the warm smile and all around comfortable look add depth to already amazing piece.
     
    http://plotcore.deviantart.com/art/Rarisksprn01-674870560
    Im loving this piece already it maybe my favorite of his pieces, the cutesy and lovely look tells me she is ready for some adventure, the fuzzy kinda foggy atmosphere adds the feeling of adventure into the setting and this is brilliantly done. Her mane really sold me into this as the short version of it he used  makes her look quite young and lively actually.
    And the eyes are done with an amazing detail and if you look in them you can almost se a reflection of something in them just a small thing but it adds so much depth into the image.
     
  4. 碇 シンジン
    http://luminaura.deviantart.com/gallery/?catpath=%2F&edit=0&q=rarity
    luminaura's distinct and kinda sketchy style of drawing has impressed me and many others i would say.
    Their maybe most well known piece in this community I would say is the one @Jeric is using as his go to avatar
    http://luminaura.deviantart.com/art/ponybuck-coffee-time-456196861
    Featuring Rarity wearing her glasses and holding Ponybuck coffee with her magic I would say that this piece is one of my favorite luminaura works, though some of their later works are up there for me as well.
    Looking at the pic you can see that the black background highlights her character  and as such the focus of the pic really shifts towards her. Firstly you'll see her calm and peaceful eyes rendered beautifully, illuminating the radiance coming from her magic, which i think is one of the strong points in this piece, as you can almost feel the luminescence coming from her magic when it touches her lovely mane giving it a slight blueish hue.
    As for the other details the glasses, necklace, earring and the bag really add more depth into the image and as such they really tie to whole package together. Overall  looking at this image is I would say kinda enlightening.
  5. 碇 シンジン

    Balance

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    I need to find a balance between too much messages and too few messages. As in deviant art  im am no longer able to handle the messages as opposed to here where it's kinda too quiet for me but I'm actually afraid to start investing time to this site again fearing it will get out of hand like it did before.
    Usually when I'm passionate about something I put everything I got into it but these days it's starting to bite me back as I'm not satisfied of how slowly I answer the messages. But I dont really want to exhaust  myself and use majority of my days on them. It used to be like that but through some adaptation and optimization I was sale to cut the time so I could handle it.
    But as everything was going well I got sick which I rarely do and I was unable to answer them so now that they have piled up i dont really know how I should progress the process further without going backwards.
    Also this site started to pique my interest again mainly because the updatend really made it look and feel more new and exciting for me as the old memories were kinda fetched into the old environment.
    Now I'm just kinda searching  for  the middle ground where I can manage these things and progress forward. 
     
     
  6. 碇 シンジン
    In this blog series I'll try to highlight some of my favorite Rarity artists that have impressed me with their style and personality and have taught me something me, helping me see Rarity and her beauty in new light. 
     
    http://uher0.deviantart.com/
    I'll start with Uher0 since one of his drawings has been my wallpaper as long as soon as he posted it and it may be my favorite pic of Rarity all time.
    http://uher0.deviantart.com/art/HiHi-521697384
    As you can see it is not your everyday scenario he is depicting, Rarity riding down from the sky with an umbrella, not with her usual hairstyle but the hairstyle from the episode Sweet and Elite without the hat.  
    As for the portrayal of her character you can see that when you are looking the piece you focus on her face which is one of the most captivating elements presented in the piece with her gorgeous eyes and luminous hair flowing as she descents from the heavens as the angel she is. The effect is enhanced by the slight blurring of he lower body which  i think really emphasizes her beautiful face.
    Also something worth noting is that the background is simple enough to not to distract you from the main attraction but not too simple which adds nice breath of depth into the picture.
     
    Looking through his gallery you can see that he doesnt have lot of Rarity art but i think its about the quality not the quantity and that is why I chose him as the first highlight! 
  7. 碇 シンジン

    what did i do

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    i dont really remember what i used to do here all that time other than scrolling and waiting for something to happen when in reality there isnt really much that can happen at all i just spend time sitting around
     
    posting in topics would be fun but there arent many topics that genuinely interest me anymore. or there are but when i try to say something i cant seem to be able to write sentences that even remotely make any sense my writing ability just isnt on the par on what i would like to say and it frustrates me
     
    engaging in meaningful conversation is a long shot since people only respond into topics once and state their opinion and thats it. What i want to do is to provide insight that other people can build on and they can feel that something was really written there and not just another empty post.
  8. 碇 シンジン

    2years

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    2years since this site kinda jumpstarted my change from depressed and chained individual to more happy and smiling individual =)=) and im really happy for that =)=) to me this was the first community that i joined and it was a chance for me to see how i can be with other people since my offline interactions with people werent very succesful and im glad that this site helped me to see that there are beautiful adn smiling people here in the world and being part of this community is something amazing.
     
    i was truly happy here in this site and i could be who i really was and there wasnt a reason to be scared =)=) i found a new life a new life with lots of freinds and amaing community i felt that i belong somewhere
     
    even though im not here in this site so much anymore the site helped me so much and it is big reason why i am where i am today and it helped me so much
  9. 碇 シンジン

    Story

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    Driving your car on this highway, you driven many hundred miles already getting bit tired. Still trying to stay awake though. Suddenly you see something bright on the road <3 Radiant and shiny like a big diamond, it is a some kind of creature. you stop your car in the bush, and approach this beautiful creature<3

    as you walk closer to this beauty os nature you start seeing her lovely blue pearl like jewel eyes captivating and shine lovely unicorn horn, flowing curled styled elegant purple mane and tail the most beatiful and amazing thing you've ever seen in your entire life<3 standing in front of you White coated unicorn mare, Looking so sexy and attractive lovely sight to your sore eyes. Lovely three beautiful diamond like jewel shapes on her butt<3

    as you approach her she glances towards you, the moment felt like an eternity her big beautiful eyes staring straight at you <3 lovely beautful face, and before you even realize the mysterious angel like creature is gone. Vanishing as quickly as it appeared.


  10. 碇 シンジン
    I dont know what is it but when i look at my drawings they look somewhat decent a but when i look them again they look pretty odd tbh

     
    i dont know if im missing something or if its something else but i mean they look kinda what i pictured them in my mind but they are still pretty crappy in my eye compared to what i would like them to be though im still pretty happy that they are somewhat decent

     
    though i really cant say if i have anykind of style in my drawings they jsut are somewhere there and i suppose its alright but i cant really put my finger on it

     
    i mean why they looking like they are i mean should they look better or not i honestly cant tell

     

    Of course they should but should i be happy or not?
     
    btw im talking about these drawings

     
  11. 碇 シンジン
    its a new feeling for me looking through the forums its like good feeling but in the same thime its not very good seeing all the people all the posts it doesnt feel so much the same anymore the fear is gone it feels more free and open like i could actually do something
     
    like i had the right to say something and not feel so bad about it later or feel so much pressure its so light and free feeling i dont know if it shoud be like this or am i just not accustomed to this yet
  12. 碇 シンジン

    idk

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    i dont know what to do it just feels like that everything i do dont matter and nothing really pleases me just feels like the days go by and nothing is really happening and i cant achieve anything highlight of the week is mlp episode and every other day is more dull than the last and it feels like im going around on circles and there is nothing for me to do just doing same tasks on daily basis i just cant really enjoy anything
  13. 碇 シンジン
    first here and now on DA its the same feeling same system same thing all over again just different sites and different people
     
    here it was bit easier since it is relatively small community on this site only about 100-200 messages in a day to respond to plus greeting every new member took me so long i felt more like a machine not human I broke the friends system here too having too many friends and i cant bare to unfriend anyone
     

    now on deviantart over 300 messages to reply to and too much other stuff to handle and i check every new pic of rarity daily and post it in my rarity group i watched 5000 people and now my most stressful moments are when i find new person to watch is that i need to unwatch someone because 5000 is the site limit
  14. 碇 シンジン

    Dunno

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    Dont know if its good or bad for me to actually be here as far as im concerned I let my emotional state go overboard and that resulted in some wierd behaviour I've visited the psychologist regarding my mental state and she agrees that my assumptions one normal social situations are quite wrong and it causes me problems
     
    I hope i could return to this site and continue using it like i used to but due to my increased stress on this site and past events and some discussions here I believe i cannot do such thing
     
    I feel that deviantart is better and more stable enviroment for me though its bigger community there than here and it makes my work harder
  15. 碇 シンジン
    it happened some time ago it wasnt easy for me Im trying to get better every day it has been working i think feeling more calm these days but it will always be in my memories
     
    what about you how do you feel about it ? Did it affect you ?
  16. 碇 シンジン

    bye for now

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    well i think i'll need some time off from this site . interface here has grown against me and my habit of being and it interferes my posting abilities i, i also sense too much unhsppiness around in near me and i need to breathe
     
    though i will miss welcoming new happy members here most since it really brightens my day to greet them so i might still come in and greet them sometimes though postingh topicsand posts feels too tough because of the stuff going on wit my posts
     
    i come back when i fel more happy but i'll be in skype and deviantart under the same name if anyone needs me
  17. 碇 シンジン
    Alright lets compare these 7 characters with some of these stats: Press images to view full size

    Lines said in total
     
    Twilight Sparkle 3 029
    Pinkie Pie 2 096
    Rainbow Dash 1 981
    Applejack 1 842
    Rarity 1 707
    Fluttershy 1 453
    Spike 1 357






    Words said in total  
    Twilight Sparkle 36 768
    Pinkie Pie 22 740
    Rarity 21 413
    Rainbow Dash 21 207
    Applejack 20 572
    Fluttershy 15 364
    Spike 14 923






    Episodes where spoke  
    Applejack 91
    Twilight Sparkle 90
    Pinkie Pie 84
    Rainbow Dash 83
    Rarity 82
    Fluttershy 78
    Spike 70






    Episodes where spoke over 100 words  
    Twilight Sparkle 80
    Applejack 58
    Rainbow Dash 58
    Rarity 54
    Pinkie Pie 49
    Fluttershy 42
    Spike 33






    Sentences said in total  
    Twilight Sparkle 5 376
    Pinkie Pie 3 706
    Rainbow Dash 3 560
    Rarity 3 160
    Applejack 3 086
    Spike 2 747
    Fluttershy 2 454
     

  18. 碇 シンジン
    first i was afraid of it, then i it got closer to me i still was afraid finally now i realize what i was hiding from i was hidning away from everyone i only talked to nicks here bbunch of letters not real people i was afraid of people
     
    now i see that i am nothing without people people and the community is everything and i need to know that there are more out there than just letters and i know there are many lovely ponies here happy beautiful and amazing <3 humN BEINGS
     
    together we are strong and no one is alone
     
    thank you for being yourself <3
  19. 碇 シンジン

    im sorry

    By 碇 シンジン ,

    sorry=( i havent been so active these days i feel like just going away iweekend is really hard forum works against me and its getting harder to be here and my rehab makes it even harder in the weekends really depressed and lonely sorry
  20. 碇 シンジン
    @DashYoshi is awesome friend to have I want to make this as thank you for everything that he has done. Being my friend and talking with me everyday, I dont have much things to talk about, but he still answers my messages and is there for me. He is amazing artist too I dont know why he doesn't share his art because it is so amazing .

    and then he just posted this to me I can't believe it I almost cry it is so beautiful <3<3<3

     
    He is awesome I dont really know what to say Thank you<3
  21. 碇 シンジン
    So Rarity the white unicorn pony has said 1700 lines and 3149 sentences in the show so far. She hast spoken at all in 20 of the episodes=) So she has spoken in 81 episodes. Lets see some happy stats
     
    Seasons rank following by the lines per episode average:
     
    1. Season 1 is best season of Rarity so far she said about 23,15 lines per episode and had only 3 episodes without a line. She also spoke 44,65 sentences per episode in that season. A glorious season for the Jewel Butt pony
     
    2. Season 4 Very good season when you are looking it from the Rarity's perspective though she missed 5 episodes, but the episodes that she were in were amazing and she spoke 19,81 lines per episode that season, also totaling 34,23 sentences per episode.
     
    3. Season 2 Average season for Rarity some good moments but it was obvious that jewelbutt Didn't talk in 5 episodes and the other episodes didnt really fill the gap but atleast it wasnt a total disaster=) 14,77 lines per episode and 30,35 sentences. they were trying<3
     
    4. Season 3 bad season for Rarity not really any episode focused in her and you can see it 10,15 lines per episode and only 15,15 sentences missed 2 episodes on the season
     
    5. Season 5 only good episode with Rarity was Castle Sweet Castle in other episodes her appearance was minimal or nonexistent its been 10 episodes into the season and Rarity isnt talking in 5 of them. only 6,7 lines per episode and 11,2 sentences and those stats are because of Castle Sweet Castle. Almost 10 Rarity episodes in earlier seasons had more Rarity in them individually than the fifth season so far combined.
     
     
     

    Top 10 Rarity episodes
     

    1. "Sweet and Elite" lovely Rarity episode. Contains most Rarity from all the episodes Rarity speaks 93 lines 1407 words and 155 sentences, beautiful episode to watch loving every minute of the Rarity filled action and the lovely song tops it all <3 <3
     
     

    2. "Suited for Success" another masterpiece episode Rarity's lovely dresses and beautiful singing crowns it<3 Filled with Rarity content 114 lines of Rarity fun, 1177 words and 171 sentences<3 a must watch episode =)
     
     
     
     

    3. "Rarity Takes Manehattan" another beautiful Rarity story amazing song and Rarity fun filled content for everyone to enjoy with 90 Rarity lines 1260 words from her pony mouth and 149 sentences <3<3<3<3
     
     
     
     
    4. Simple Ways
     
    5. Sisterhooves Social
     
    6. A Dog and Pony Show
     
    7. Inspiration Manifestation
     
    8. Look Before You Sleep
     
    9. Green Isn't Your Color
     
    10. Filli Vanilli
     
     
     
    Rarity's favorite words =)
     
    1. uh, pony she said both 56 times, ponies are of course important to her and uh, =)
     
    2. time said 55 times, time is of course important to Rarity a pony working with deadlines!
     
    3. need 43 times, a lady of course needs always things <3
     
    4. friend 31 times, what would a pony be without her friends
     
    5. Ponyville 30 times, home sweet home <3
     
    6. simply, find 29 times, "I simply must find more jewels"
     
    7. ooh, good, Equestria 27 times, ooh Equestria so good place to live =)
     
    8. friends, big 26 times, big friends =)=)=)=)=)=)=)
     
    9. fashion 25 times, She is a fashionista after all =)=)=)=)=)=)
     
    10. darling, dear, show, ah, work 24 times, ah dear, darling I need work for this fashion show
     

    out of the list she says fabulous only 20 times =)
     

    Rarity's Favorite Characters =)=)=)=)=)
     

    1. Spike 55 Rarity screamed his name 55 times <3
     
    2. Twilight 45 Rarity said Twilight 45 times
     
    3. Applejack 39 AJ heard her name 39 times from Rarity's mouth
     
    4. Sweetie Belle 38 Rarity likes her sister <3
     
    5. Fluttershy 36 Rarity's good friend =)
     
    6. Rainbow Dash 33 Rainbow Dash got 33 times her name said by Rarity
     
    7. Rarity ♥ 28 RarityRarityRarityRarityRarityRarity=)
     
    8. Pinkie Pie 22 Rarity and Pinkie not much interaction between them =)=)=)?
     
    9. Opal 15 Rarity's Lovely kitten cat <3
     
    10. Celestia 11 god
     


  22. 碇 シンジン
    Her tail so beautiful sculpture of her skilled hoof of fashion beautifully styled perfect lovely wonderful creation of divine angel artist fashionista pony lovely princess jewel <3<3<3<3 Rarity <3<3
     
    Her tail is so unique magnificent and lovely absolutely darling to look at soft silken huggabble smooth warmth feeling <3<3 Lovely purple shade of royal elegance and beauty shining inside <3<3 emerging from her endless source of inspiration her lovely burning generosity passion for hrer art sand the beautiful skill displayed in her unique perfect creations<3
     

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    Rarity is all around perfect looking beautiful pony. Angel with a lovely warm generous heart, but there is more in her than just her pretty looks and cute pony hair She supports her friends and ponies who are like me, shy ponies and gives huge boost in the courage only by her word and passion of her friends and people who are important to her.
     
    I struggle in my life on making decisions and it is hard for me to find courage to do new things. New things are always scary things for me and it is hard to step out from the routines and start doing something new, but with a pretty partner like Rarity and her awesome support, her enthusiasm and her burning flame of passion. Show me that I can do those things I don't need to be scared. I start beliving in myself more and feel better inside.
     
    We have seen this on the show too, when Fluttershy was scared to do the modelling, who was the pony who said that She MUST do it or when Fluttershy was scared in Filli Vanilli episode Rarity convinced her to sing. It is absolutely beautiful what she can do<3 It is why I adore and love her so much. She can help me, she is perfect for me <3
     

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