Sage

My bones are filled with an ancient rage. I know exactly how you feel (well I can't say 100% exactly as I don't know the true reason why), I go through something similar almost everyday. It's such an uncontrollable feeling, and you're always left wondering why it has to rear it's ugly head at the worst times. I feel as if everything I ever did was worthless and thus my life is worthless and that there is nothing I can do to amend it. I messed up and I can't go back and fix it, nor do I deserve to. I failed in the past, so why do I get to succeed in the future? I've done nothing but hurt people, so I deserve to be hurt. I don't deserve to bring anyone happiness, nor do I deserve to have someone bring me happiness. I'll cry myself to sleep, just hoping these feelings go away but they never truly do. I know none of these things should hold me down or define who I am, but it's such a hopeless feeling and I don't think I'm strong enough to cast it away. I know I have the power to make my future great but I always fall back and think there is no point, maybe I'm not as strong as I think I am. I'll beat myself down saying I'm not strong no matter what I think. My life has stagnated because of this, and hasn't moved forward. I'm stuck in time running through and endless vicious cycle and I don't know how to escape. But, I still have hope and faith in the future, no matter how faint. I want to believe that one day, one day soon, that I can break free of these chains that bind me in this prison of hopelessness. That's because I know there are people that care about me and want me to better and do everything they can to encourage me, I can't let them down, I just can't. I hope, and believe that you too can break free of the shackles of uncertainty, make a bright future for yourself and be happy. You deserve it, period.

Bumping because new art has been added to the op.

Sometimes I feel civil and sometimes I feel like a savage caveman.

@@That pony, No problem, I'll add a spot for you

I humbly welcome you to these here forums. I hope you enjoy your stay!

@, I've had more asked of me, so don't worry about.

@, Yeh. I can def do that for you.

@, Thanks for the specifics!

@, @, @@Paladybug1, Added. Alright all slots filled!

I can put you in my queue if you want

Added to queue

Added to list. Added to list. ------------- Expect them whenever.

I decided to open a request shop simply to give something to the community. First off I will only be accepting TWO requests at a time. I will also be taking my sweet ass time with them. I do this assure quality, and to keep from stressing myself out. Following this sentence there is a link to an imugr album which contains some of the pony stuff I've done. -> Like, Click here dude. [in Progress - Slots] 1. TwilightAqua 2. Mothra [Queue - Slots] 1. TwilyFan13 2. Paladybug1 3. Corona de Adamas 4. Ice Blizzard [super Secret Extra Slot of Good Will] 1. That Pony

Thank you, I am enjoying it so far! Can't be late to a party that never ends. Thanks for the welcome. Thanks for the welcome! I'm really happy everyone has been so receptive so thank you all. Thanks for letting me know about the club as well.

I don't want to own a sentient creature, I don't exactly know how that's even possible (without it being slavery). Befriending, and supporting them by living together is something I could do though. I don't want Trixie as a girlfriend, not my type.

feeling blissfully light topped of with a lovely and soothing headache. It's magnificent I tell you, never felt so amazing in my life. Please end me, it hurts to live.

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE -------------------- I am sorry but it was truly the only way.

That was extremely easy to read, then again I have a high level of comprehension. I know a lot of people who wouldn't be able to read that and they usually defer to me to 'decrypt' it for them. Reading cursive is harder than writing it... Especially true for old people's handwriting. Penmanship is becoming a lost art! ~Miles ------------------------------------------------------- I don't use cursive for anything other than my signature, and that's my own modified version of cursive, as it should me to make it unique. Anyway it's archaic and no one really needs to learn it. It doesn't hurt to learn it, but it should be up to the person

Felling pretty good mang, feeling creative myself. Probably going to make a signature.

Ah that question is eternal, I feel it shall never bee answered. Thank you Haha, you know it!

I'll slowly be adding my art to this post. -------------------------------------------------- Splatoon: Dragon: Meiu:

It's funny, because most criminals get their guns illegally anyway (the black market is real people). So I don't see the point in it, you only keep idiots from attaining them.

Gonna have to go with the superior steak, egg 'n cheese mcbaggle.