Pandora

no worries sparks <3 i'll get over this break up; I'll leave it in their hands now.. <3 But silky do need huggos! I'll fight for my strength to return

sad, hurt, in pain but also regaining my strength slowly; I know i'm not alone, i've just gotta fight the negative feelings.. and the hurt they caused. +maybe start to believe people a little bit more rather than trusting your own heart and keeping hope for something that died out on the other side.. <3

Let's start again. Build yourself up again, fire in your soul hasn't gone out just yet. F-- the system and love; <3 Don't let it tear me apart again.. fight it you still got friends who love you so love isn't a must

like shit cause people were right

it probably doesnt need an explanation..

i jsut want to get wasted rn and forget everything for a little while.. but i should also know better than that..

so much going in my head; but this *bangbangbang*

Is this still even love..?

Overwhelmed but also sad; bc i learned stuff today i shouldn't have {work related} but overwhelmed cause james.. like.. why does that man draw me cheer up gifts when i don't deserve them... ;ffs you derp.. why do you always make me cry because of your kindness

Exhausted, so much to do still.. + my brain storming like mad with idea's.

Nu Be eeeviiill they scary af ; A ;

The sharkpony's head would pop out of the water as she watched ponies playing on the beach. She started blowing some bubbles with her mouth and mumbled something. Something about.. wanting to be there too. She would then dive down underwater and swam back up again but this time at quite the speed... only to then jump up fully out of the water and onto the sand. "Wha!! hehe!" she giggled. Surely she was on land now and the sand between her hooves felt funny but the ponies that saw her sharp shark teeth ran away screaming. "Oh.. oh come on!" She would pout and give a frown. "I'm not that scary.. I just want to play too!" she admitted. Her body couldn't handle the sun shining so bright onto it for long though and her time on the beach would be limited. "I want to know this world too.." she would sit her bum on the sand. She had heard ponies chat about "Forests and Dragons and Caves and Monsters.." oh.. she wants to know this world too.. but who can help her?

A little lighter at heart.. finally king was there; I did shed tears but it’s okay that’s been a main pain too; I’m focused on getting artworks done at last.. that causes some relief; my main thing to also tackle is work but I have a 1 to 1 with my boss the 26th

too many feelings I don't want to feel but we'll work on them; 3 appointments + 3x mom visiting +1 day away from home hopefully that clears it up but atleast at the moment i have some time to work on art like i should.. that will take some pressure off of my shoulders <3

too many thoughts, a lot of doubts but most of all.. is this still worth it? {don't worry, I mean the thought in a sense of relationship;; cause it's tearing me apart}

I need king so much rn…

*silky actively writing novels during streams* (jk) no I was taught typing at young age on pc, this was a must from the Christian school just like only writing with right hand being allowed too

Games with in game purchases; this was always impulse based when depression hit (just like now with OC’s but art gives me comfort(

i think approx 10? 1 is for my OC story writing though so it's private, Another 1 Is "Testing" where i literally test everything & then another is a limited RP one but i don't actively rp anymore so it's gone dead <3 i had to join a few for a game i was playing {well.. the girls from that game wanted me to join so we didn't have to use the ingame features to talk}

Jurassic world; It did make me miss having a old game i had about dinosaurs