"Your problem is that..Nobody hates you more than you do" <-- i feel this so much ; & sometimes i wish i just couldn't feel a thing.. ;
i'm also really, really worried about someone from work, having been told that they coughed up blood and going for research, makes me worried. I really love working with this person, she's someone i look up to. I hope it's nothing..
I go to the doctor myself wednesday for stuff.. ill probably ask for a blood test on my own stuff and going to ask about help w depression but.. i genuinely hope the colleague will be okay! I'm probably just over thinking - sorry about my rant - I've a lot of worries and distress, no hate though, just.. distress. hope everyone i care/cared for is okay / feeling better now ;