Pandora

i really find this soothing

to see animals today

something about.. makanai; it was japanese it was cute. two friends wanting to be come maiko or geiko not sure which one it was anymore but one ends up becoming a makanai who cooks for them. It's pretty wholesome. It could get boring but it still kept me watching? want to pick up disney+shows or netflix

Very tired but i think okay? went to the zoo again today, saw okapi's, i love them! Red panda's was cute but sadly didn't get to see tiger today.. well actively, it was just snoozing and the lions too, cheetah.. idk where it was, hidden; I did brought home another plush; i always take home plushies bc it gives me comfort >-< is that a weird thing? i hope it's not.. i just feel a moment of comfort when buying. Ofc its a red panda plush, then after we had some icecream at the icecream parlor but its about 30c and i had to get up extra early to leave for this. Right now i do have pain at my head and a little nauseaus, i don't do well with the hot temperature but also not with cold. Okapi's look very cute!!

that's very sweet thanks sparks and claw!

can it be called a song? mostly songs from this movie

Glad to see another person listen to their music! ----------------------------------------------------- today appears more decent.. though i'm overwhelmed by artfight, there's so many attacks i might struggle to return art to everyone! [in just one day almost 6-7 new arts for an oc of mine] exhausted, work is just wildly toxic lately and it's frustrating. Going to a zoo tomorrow again; just counting down to my holiday now.

Congrats Rooster, you’ll do well, no doubt! goodluck bestie

*bows down to claw* no but seriously.. I don't and i'd really rather not be around that. It can only.. come with bad consequences?

Thinking about ways to ease my mind and games i could get to also do that.

Genuinely at my wits end.. Simply because that inner beast is pulling me under. I'm tired of trying to enjoy my time and then ending up crying /breaking down because of this stupid brain malfunctioning hugely at the moment part due to depression and part of anxiety and irl situations aswell as online.

I’m curious do you have any scars? If so where and how did you get them? It can be a mental thing too but then it’s better to put in spoiler. as for me, my main scar bothers me a lot it’s right under my chin because I fell as baby on top of a porcelain chicken and got stitches for that. That accident also left me with scars through my eyebrows. (Their not visible on selfies cause I can hide them with make-up) UwU - I also don’t feel comfy showing my chin etc that’s why my selfies mostly come with a filter only a few know me without! I have a scar on my finger on right hand aswell as scarred legs, stretchmarks on my bum / sides because of growing probably and cut scars on my left arm but they (luckily) faded because they got treated asap, you only can see it if I get a tan but I’m really white... mental: