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Thinking about taking a break from online, I'm growing more and more exhausted and in two weeks is my holiday so I just want that to go well.. I think i'm being a pain to people and by thinking that, you can actually end up being.. just that. I don't know yet, it depends. I should focus on working on art and pets. I also think about the night sky sometimes because the stars are pretty and the moon is too.
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Im very tired but getting used to having ChatGPT write stories for me to read to help me sleep; im not fond of AI but still I do get more tired except it can also have me sleep too late when I get too invested ((cause I let them write about OC’s of mine))
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i will do that, did you get to see the other movie tho [the kpop one?} I'd love to know your thoughts if you did watch it
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thank you claw; I will try to have fun! we'll see the jurassic park movie, i hope it's good! Rawrrr
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today appears okay so i feel okay too, went to the zoo after stuff and i saw one my colleagues there and then after i had icecream at the icecream parlor and for saturday i made plans with another colleague to go see a movie and have dinner for saturday. I'll have something to look forward to.
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thank you sparks this means a lot and i'd say goodbye to you too ofc but also to my pets and family
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mega thread Song Stuck in your Head Right Now
Pandora replied to Blue Moon's topic in Media Discussion
just a beautiful song -
Tired as heck but probably can't sleep, knowing myself. I'll just toss and turn with thoughts. Had a long day, 6 am shift, then groceries in a diff country which ultimately took longer than they should and getting home quite late. Gamed just a tiny bit then prepared for bed. In bed; listening kenshi yonezu! <3 tomorrow's probably gonna be rough too as i have to do smth confronting at work. i'm also sensing things are off.. which is rather unsettling; like honesty wise as tho i'm tiring people out?
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mega thread Song Stuck in your Head Right Now
Pandora replied to Blue Moon's topic in Media Discussion
currently this song; I'm having a lot of anxiety but it's okay, i'll have to be in bed soon anyway for my 6 am shift. -
i will.. my headspace is just not good and nowadays i'm having a lot of trouble with food it seems too. Thanks for your well wishes; i'm going to close my eyes again and re-try.
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I think in my darkest times if you hadn't been posting to me still, i would of felt a lot worse, sparks. You're the beacon of light in this forums. I appreciate all you've done for me and others / this place as a whole. You're truly one of a kind, Sparks. Never lose your sparkle. You're great!
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I'm feeling very tired and nauseaus, so much, it's keeping me awake. today wasn't a very good day.. thoughts are spinning in my head a lot at the moment.. & I'm questioning a lot of things.. but listening this;
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*huggles* you're not alone, never alone. I'm very tired.
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Feeling a very strong exhaustion.. yesterday I was in bed way earlier than normal, right now I feel the same.. but I have to work. Idk if it’s a physical health issue or mental at the moment. Just breathing feels heavy? hopefully it clears up soon..
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make him eat the onions? no but.. seriously.. that's not good :c sorry to hear that *& thank you claw and felis for kind words
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mega thread Song Stuck in your Head Right Now
Pandora replied to Blue Moon's topic in Media Discussion
"Please give me a break right now, i wanna just be myself. No one can truly see, the human inside me." Felix's song is often in my head. -
Feeling quite like a burden.. like im the troublesome child from my parents and my brother the golden; like it’s hard to have mental issues and physical issues and keep hearing “how are you gonna do this when we’re gone, huh?” today is just not helping she helped me with litterboxrs then she’s gone and I try to put it back in place and the whole thing snaps and crashes on the ground, all the work for nothing.. everything scattered everywhere smh.. can we just have like decent days? Idk im like a failure compared to others. I feel like im burdening friends/family ((sorry for my rant, this is just how im feeling))
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I feel really sad that I let someone down.. Even if unintentionally, it doesn't feel good.. Maybe i'll just go focus on my games for now and on artfight that's coming.. Don't want to disrupt the peace do i mess it all up?
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About.. needing to stop impulse buying oc's // art, art is a luxury but.. i buy and buy and buy it in hopes to push my mood up, like in a positive form. i'm a dummy sometimes.
