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  1. AppleButt

    I normally don’t talk about my feelings cause it makes me feel weird and stuff, but Im in a mood to vent a little so...

    I’m diagnosed with major depression.  I’ve been going to a psychiatrist for over a year, and my psychiatrist has put me on a new med recently, that once again has not worked.  It did the opposite.  Made me feel like crap.
     

    I just stayed in bed the whole weekend pretty much. Did not have the will or energy to get up much.  That’s just not something that has happened to me before.  Definitely the worst med I’ve tried so far.  So yeah I stopped with that stuff.

     

    Now Im feeling much better compared to the weekend. 
     

    Im just so dang ready to find a med that works.   All the ones I’ve tried so far either do nothing, make me think bad thoughts, make me more depressed, or come with an intolerable side effect.  :dry:

    It almost makes me want to give up trying and just accept I’ll be depressed for life.  I won’t, I know better than that.  But sometimes I ask myself why I bother when I’m scared of putting the work in to get better, cause I know it isn’t as simple as just taking a pill and problem solved. 

    Anyways, I hope y’all are having or have had a good day/night, and a better weekend than I had!

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    2. Petrus

      Petrus

      I’m not entirely sure what I have but it needs medication. My problem tho is I don’t want to tell anyone about my problems including doctors. Honestly I’m scared about what they’ll say. But I can relate to the meds thing. I also have add and finding out the right meds was garbage. Some was like crack cocaine and most of em did nothing. It takes time but can confirm everything is better in life when you finally zero in on it. I’m sorry you’re struggling with this! Lemme know if you want to vent to me in a dm or something I’m always available, and I get how you feel.

    3. AppleButt

      AppleButt

      Thanks guys for the support it means a lot.  This place has been very warm to me since I’ve joined.  
       

      And that helps cause I also have a phobia of making new friends because I’m pretty shy, and I had a terrible one in high school, and the fear of meeting someone else like that and being hurt like that all over again has stuck with me.  
       

      I feel that this forum can ease that fear I have.   And that’s a feeling I don’t get very often at all.  It makes me feel better. 
       

      Like Twilight told Moon Dancer.  “You shouldn’t let my mistake keep you from making other friends”  
       

       I shouldn’t let that person’s mistake keep me from making other friends.  
       

      Anyway.  *hugs* to all of you.  Life is tough, but I’m in it for the long haul!  :)
       

       



       

       

    4. Yoshi89

      Yoshi89

      We're here for you. Get better!

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